Contain selected novel from hundreds of title in my reading list

All the heart-wrenching, nerve-racking stories I found and piled up here to READ, apparently for no good reason— only my Masochist heart shamelessly desire to read these, knowing it'll be soul-crushing and mind-numbing enough to made me feel ruinous and left me emotionally devastated for days, after reading.... more>>

But, I'm unable to know how I should prevent my-self from drowning this abyss where awaits nothing but raw pain...  <<less

for not so good reasons... more>>

angst and straight up dogsh*t mls but yk i needed to know what happened in the end <<less

This is just a list of oneshot that I translated. If you like it, please follow it. Thank you.

If you want a good, crying, cathartic session - Read. 

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revenge arcs ... more>>

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FL x SML... more>>

Jealous OGFL/OGML arc 

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Female Lead goes for the Father/Uncle/Older brother instead of the OGML... more>>

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Uii

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male leads grovelling after f*cking up the relationship for over a 100 chapters ... more>>

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not in order... more>>

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Amogus <<less

a list of my fav angst / grovel novels

I've translated some series that you might enjoy. I mainly work on NTR novels, so I'd appreciate your fair ratings.

I love suffering ♥️♥️♥️

screaming, crying, throwing up [perfect storms]... more>>

made me cry a lot

too much angst, can't handle the hurt and the regret, mostly tragedies

REMINDER: NOTES MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS. Read at your own risk. <<less

slow start or 'tons of words' but gradually became amazing and immaculate novels (very honest reviews from me, dont hate me because this is MY... more>> opinions) also if the ending is bad, dont @ me <<less

List of Completed Rofan

My personal favourite romantic tragedies that have made me cry until my eyes swell up and the front of my shirt is soaked. Most of... more>> these novels will likely have themes like violence, toxic relationships, suicidal ideation, and more - so treat yourself with care when picking what to read. Anyways enjoy and keep a box of tissues close! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ <<less

This list will focus on protagonists which have been abandoned by their childhood sweethearts or best friends. I will probably also add some stories which... more>> has strong theme of abandonment and loneliness <<less

Korean yaoi and shounen ai novels adapted to manhwas that have official English translations (completed/ongoing/discontinued) + where to read them (status included: ongoing unless stated otherwise). List will be updated if and when new titles appear or get licensed.... more>>

Check out my other lists for danmei adapted to manhuas: https://www.novelupdates.info/viewlist/74457/ and BL novels being printed in English: https://www.novelupdates.info/viewlist/73620/ <<less

Either I've watched them as dramas or read them fully as novels, crying at least once.... more>>

Sometimes I get too enthralled in the stories and cry for no reason, so I'm sorry if some of these don't match the list title for you.

If I google translated it and you can't find it, try searching for the title in the original language, not the English title.

Any suggestions? Feel free to comment as I do like to cry. <<less

PART 1 LINK: https://www.novelupdates.info/viewlist/71726/?ft=yes... more>>

I tend to read novels with dark haired Fl's, so i made this list for the people who are like me:DD

Different genres, some i have read the novel or manhwa version and some are just added because of the FL's hair color.  <<less

PART 2 LINK: https://www.novelupdates.info/viewlist/71884/?ft=yes... more>>

I tend to read novels with dark haired Fl's, so i made this list for the people who are like me:DD

Different genres, some i have read the novel or manhwa version and some are just added because of the FL's hair color. <<less

Either I've watched them as dramas or read them fully as novels, crying at least once.... more>>

Sometimes I get too enthralled in the stories and cry for no reason, so I'm sorry if some of these don't match the list title for you.

If I google translated it and you can't find it, try searching for the title in the original language, not the English title.

Any suggestions? Feel free to comment as I do like to cry. <<less

My personal dump for yandere and crazy manipulative gongs who deserve jail time but are still hot ^-^