The Protagonists who are the epitome of "I'll be with you through thicks and thins" . Accompanying your loved one to get cured or healed(physically... more>> or mentally) along with love. <<less

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A list of novels you shall read. Especially if you are a sucker of romance and hot MLs just like me. Enjoy~

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, ab*se, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child ab*se, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

Where the female lead or POV character have limited lifespan, died, and/or run away.  Downright depressing, much anguish... some parts or whole of the story. The feeling when your heart wrenched and cry, so bitter~... more>>

Similarly like Clannad, a classic heart wrenching anime~ <<less

Depression, social anxiety disorder, etc. Not really psychological novels but the characters still hold on no matter the traumatic or problems they did face for long time. Of course, as fictions, they will have support or even unconditional supports from other characters. ... more>>

Story not necessarily full of angst or dog blood dramas.I found them (the novels) beautifully written and the translated, both authors and translators did great jobs.

I create the listto make me easier in finding them later … for re-reading, because I’m a sucker for this kind of touching tales.

Edit. Notes: mostly BL <<less

( continuation for my first josei list. most are well known and some are low rated, as usual i pick them based on the cover... more>> and title. ) <<less

List of novel that I've read with angsty elements >,<... more>>

Idek why I'm excited over angsty novel. Some are completed novel and some are still on going but has 50-100+ chapters. I'm making this list bcs I find it very hard to find angsty novel which is not bl/gl huhu so here they are. Also do plss give every character a chance (I said so since I've read till the latest chapter).

**All of these novel i gave 5 stars :D <<less

*sigh* here we go again

things that i read when i am depressed to make me even more depressed

( continuation for my first shoujo list. most are underrated, some are also popular. just putting novels whenever i see a good title or cover.... more>> ) <<less

Do you feel like crying yet unable to cry ! This list is for you ! Because  this story would give you the push to make those tears falllllll :) ... more>>

You can add Taylor swift ALL TOO WELL in the background if you want :) <<less

enjoy the next 24 hrs :))

pain and just pain only

( most are underrated, some are also popular, just putting novels whenever i see a good title or cover. )

List of angsty danmeis I've read and enjoyed, full of delicious, excruciating pain. Most of them are set in ancient times.

cry with me please

Mostly completed novels because I can't do cliffhanger with angst... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, ab*se, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

This is MY list. Some of the list may have major character death

Novelas donde los protagonistas tienen una actitud indiferente, negativa, depresiva o asocial.

I sacrificed my eyes for this list lol. There will be a few novels listed that did not have tear-jerking scenes but they got my heart wrenched so I have to put them in here ;)... more>>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-JrbNg_0tQ listen to this song while reading will really set the mood <<less

Good and touching stories where the ML has a special condition (be it that he has a mental, physical, mythological or otherworldly condition) so the Female lead (MC) has to discover this and learn how to deal with it to be together.... more>>

The list goes from the lightest to the heaviest depending on how much the ML´s condition affects him and the MC in everyday life.

Remember to like or leave a comment/suggestion after checking this list :) <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy.

Edit: The newer ones ive added i still need to edit their descriptions.. eventually, but for now I've just put down a simple pain number on them. I will also (eventually) update the comment of other recommendations since I've read, filtered, and have found new ones by now. <<less

Some novels from my favorite author and ones which are similar to the same genre.