Angsty    Hateful/s*upid Lead

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You're all going to hell with me :D.

You're all going to hell, goodbye~!

Stories that I have no interest in whatsoever due to tags, reviews, or synopsis that I want to get out of the way and remind... more>> myself that I don’t want to read <<less

ml's here are all SCUMS

Basically smuts novels i've read here, & be aware ( some may contains the nastiest, dirtiest, filthiest words or scene you have ever read ;'). Just... more>> turn off your brain when you read this type of novels. <<less

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

HARDCORE : BD*M : THREESOME : GANGBANG : FOURSOME : SMUT : TOYS

EVERYDAY WE STRAY FATHER FROM GOD,  BUT WHO f*ckING CARES!! This is some good shit! 

- enjoy, sluts <<less

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Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

Mc who are Chad, f*ck their harem, do s*xual ab*se

To satisfy my rotten heart....
Including those books which doesn't have smut tag but contain NSFW scenes..

If you’re into dark themes and want a list of dubcon and noncon - this is the list for you. This list isn’t for everybody,... more>> if you’re uncomfortable with the subject that’s probably a good thing. Sometimes you just want a dark read through at least I sure do. <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

novels with personal rating - already read : some are dropped

novels without PR -  still haven't read - proceed with caution

NOT ALL NOVELS LISTED HERE HAD A HAPPY ENDING! <<less

Series with Yandere, Possessive and/or Obsessive MLs.... more>>

Shou/Uke/Bottom Protagonist for all of these!

Novels closer to #1 are ones ive personally finished and enjoyed. Only includes novels I have read, regardless of if ive liked them or not, or whether ive finished it (ie. theres many i dropped 1st chap)

please keep in mind its been a while since ive read anything so there are a few in the later pages that i just forgot to re order (and now will have to re-read to do so since its been years and ive forgotten)

pay attention to the TWs! and please skim reviews for any TWs i missed

Recommendations are welcome! <<less

A list of novel that i read because i hate myself, my weird fetish and my unsuccessful romantic life

One way trip to hell... more>>

Yaoi smut p*rn w/ or w/o plot.

Note that I will only put novels that I'm currently reading and have already finished reading.

#1-#10 stories I am emotionally heavily invested on

#11 and so on, based on the degree of how much I wan't to re-read it again (subjected to changes)

Tags do not apply to everything. <<less

I don't enjoy r*pe, I find it gruesome. However, I enjoy a s**tty character who pretends to be innocent and gets banged, so don't let the r*pe tag scare you. There's non-con, dub-con, plot, MEAT!... more>>

Both BG and BL.

p.s. As I read, I'll continue to update the list. <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ab*se, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

[HAPPY 29K VIEWS!!] WARNING ! FOR ADULTS ONLY not suitable for young ones.... more>>

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Others:

Cutie babies~ Kiddos~ young ones 1, 2

Will this make lost cry??

Lost seems to be interested

Just some nobles stuff

Nom nom BL

Interested (Chinese novels edition) <<less

Any books about yandere male leads wanting to lick that honey cave with somehow plot (am not sure).... more>>

I don't like harem type ml so Im not gonna add it here. The most harem here is a threesome LEL.  <<less

Interesting and satisfying BL novels I've read.