make sure to check my first list ;)

Gwanggong type ML. Obsessive Love. Possessive. Yandere. May contain r*pe/s*xual ab*se. May contain confinement. May contain coercive relationship. This list doesn't contain mentally weak shou/uke (crybaby/overly devoted to the point of s*upid). Absolutely need seme/gong to be powerful (money & strength) for it to be fearsome gwanggong/obsessive. ... more>>

Non-Novelupdates Gwanggong/Obsessive (mostly from ridibooks)

1. Passion series by Yuuji (ridibooks. adapted to webtoon. Novel is more graphic in R19)

2. Did it Work? (Novel Adapted to webtoon. Obsessive but sweet seme. R19)

3. How the Guide gets out of the arms of the obsessive gwanggong (ridibooks. There's R15 & R19 type)

4. Cozy Obsession (ridibooks. R19. Full of hate seme)

5. Possession of Gloomy SubGong (ridibooks. R15. Obsessive scary and crazy crown prince seme)

Will update again once remember <<less

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If you're triggered by the tags then this list is not for you:)... more>>

in*est might be between the main co or side cp.

There are some that i haven't read yet. <<less

doesnt have a proper plot / just for smut  /thrilling

Angsty    Hateful/s*upid Lead

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

NSFW novels. Pure erotica. Story backgrounds may not make sense but who cares as long as the smut is goooood.

Yandere, possessive, obsessive, dominant, red flag, psycho, stalker/rap*y thingy male leads + explicit smut. Little to no plot.

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

HARDCORE : BD*M : THREESOME : GANGBANG : FOURSOME : SMUT : TOYS

EVERYDAY WE STRAY FATHER FROM GOD,  BUT WHO f*ckING CARES!! This is some good shit! 

- enjoy, sluts <<less

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List of BL stories that I find absolutely ridiculous 

My list of BL p*rn for night workout ... more>>

Some PwoP, some PwP

Contains stories with disturbing contents, proceed at your own discretions. <<less

These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

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⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

Warning! Not for underage!... more>>

Super hot, sexy, dirty, smutty, and NSFW <<less

petunia - anger and resentment... more>>

An opposite of a rec list. I want nothing to do with these and I am just listing them so I won't make the mistake of giving them another chance because I forgot the reason why i DNF most of them. <<less

Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

There’s A LOT explicit smut and extreme scenes… SO PLEASE BE PREPARED!!!!!! read it with your own risk!! ... more>>

!!!!!: This rec list made just for my own perv mind peace(?), I don’t and never recommend what they do (for all extreme scene in the story) to be implemented on your real life! <<less

Warning: some may contain in*est, dubcon, gangbang, orgy, r*pe, bestiality, hermaphrodite, inter**x, and no plot!

What the title says... more>>

*some of the ratings might be a little bit inconsistent since i’ve read them all in the span of like multiple years and i didn’t really have a set rating system (?) for it. i wrote my thoughts and stuff down for pretty much every novel tho if that helps !!  

**guys if any of u have recs pls share themmm

BG  <<less

To satisfy my rotten heart....
Including those books which doesn't have smut tag but contain NSFW scenes..

If you’re into dark themes and want a list of dubcon and noncon - this is the list for you. This list isn’t for everybody,... more>> if you’re uncomfortable with the subject that’s probably a good thing. Sometimes you just want a dark read through at least I sure do. <<less

not ur typical smut book but solid shiiit! Might be too heavy taste for some but not for me ;)  Not much romance just SEX

No good plot only Adultery, Bestiality, C*nnilingus, Cohabitation, Cross-dressing, Exhibitionism, First-time Interc**rse, F*llatio, f**anari, in*est, M*sturbation, Mpreg, Or*y, Pe*verted Protagonist, R-18, R*pe, S*x Friends, Shota,... more>> Voyeurism, BD*M, s*x s*aves, s*x ab*se,  It includes all kind of guilty pleasure. <<less

pain and just pain only