List of the Korean BL novels that are hardcore, toxic and has 피폐물 genre/keywords. Most of the novels here are my highly recommended ones. I will update this regularly.... more>>

Warnings: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS. I am not responsible for your consumption

where to read and buy legally: Ridibooks, Google Play books <<less

Where both main characters are obsessed with eachother, one if not both the characters have twisted personality. Many are the ones that I still have... more>> not read yet but have very high ratings <<less

A batsh*t crazy protagonist, one that is on the chaotic side. Follows their own code and they dont really care about the fates of others.

BL's you can't count as green, light hearted or fluffy. Despicable s*umbags and manipulative gaslighters. Worlds doomed from the start or trauma that makes you feel empty inside. So many trigger warnings, you have to know for yourself if you can handle the topics. This is fiction, none of this should anyone expirience in the real world. Toxicity isn't love and these aren't really romance stories. ... more>>

[do not read these if you are underage, most of these have heavy topics or have the SMUT tag] <<less

I wish there was a tag just for MCs who seem really weird or suspicious to other characters (and sometimes to us too), so I'm making a list for it. Mysterious MCs will also count, but this is mainly for those who have personalities and/or abilities that are the cause of question to others.... more>>

Type 1 is the genuinely crazy/scary, Type 2 is suspicious background/abilities, Type 3 is personality quirk, Type 4 is environment misalignment, and Type 5 is misleading demeanor. Type A is oblivious and/or in-denial, Type B is begrudgingly aware, and Type C is in the middle ground. What I categorize them as will change once I get to know the MC better.

If it’s not here, I have not read it or hadn't thought of it. Recommend anything if you know one.

Edit: Also do give me a moment to personally read your recs so I can put them on there! I have many things on my reading list, so I will get around to it eventually! 

Another Late Disclaimer: Just so you know, just because it’s on this list doesn’t mean they’re all of the same quality. The point of them being on this list is that they fall under what I think is a “strange MC to other characters”. None of my descriptions are meant to serve anything but an explanation. <<less

I dislike horrible men, clearly psychotic men who have done horrific things getting excused of well they were under some magic, something was controlling him... more>> and they weren't actually themselves but something else made them bad or they had to be cold in order to protect the FL/MC. If i get a terrible ML then i would rather keep him that way instead of giving him a poor of excuse to redeem him and say love fixed it all. Give me the toixc sh*t please, yes they are all insane and abusive and there's no excuses but at least they are aware of how shitty they are and high key don't mind it being a terrible person.  <<less

Some of the most unhinged ML I’ve ever read

Judging based on the manhwa alone mostly. Smart, manipulative or twisted crazy characters, antihero or masochistic/sadistic or suicidal/depressed or characters good at acting. Fantasy world or Death... more>> Game elements or Time travel. Psychological, Drama, Fantasy, Mystery, Tragedy and maybe romance or comedy as sub-genre.  <<less

Novels with smart, manipulative or twisted crazy characters. Also maybe Antihero or masochistic/sadistic or suicidal/depressed or characters good at acting. Fantasy world or Death Game elements or... more>> Time travel. Psychological, Drama, Fantasy, Mystery, Tragedy and maybe romance or comedy as sub-genre.  <<less

Korean / Japanese / Chinese Light Novels or Web Novels I am currently reading and love, or manhwas I love and plan to read novel

some are light horror/psy, others are dark horror infinite flow type novels. ... more>>

Has a mix of everything; including modern day setting to ancient China.

Ranges from either light possessive to crazy twisted love interests. sometimes little to no romance at all

I like quality reads and intrigue.
Honestly now after careful analysis, the most common theme amongst these is probably 'Survival' - apart from the one exception (Girl wants to be m#rked) heh

feel free to give similar quality suggestions, I'm running out of storied to read . I also like REAL enemies to lovers troupes so feel free to rec <<less

Unhealthily obsessed and extremely possessive! Semes with twisted minds who switches from sweet and caring to violent psychos when jealous and anxious.... more>>

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Enjoy reading, sweeties ♡ <<less

The crazier one can be either ML or MC. In short, both are insane. Red flags who belong with each other. Psychopaths who rule hell... more>> together.  <<less

ML's or FL's with disabilities or mental illnesses are different but there is always someone to love them in these novels. Some might have angst... more>> but guaranteed a HE! <<less

ᕦ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕤ like the title said... more>>

Includes: teratophilia, xenophilia, some other questionable forms of philia, questionable morality, questionable decisions, borderline toxic or downright toxic relationship (intriguing)

P.S. Be sure to differentiate between fiction and reality <<less

- Interesting character/Well written character... more>>

- Complex relationship with FL

- Grow to be a better person (This one is my main important criteria - character development are chef kiss<3)

(Non-smut, historical, reincarnation, transmigration, regression, complete and ongoing-) <<less

a list of my fav angst / grovel novels

MC should really get therapy, just like me, when I think of new novels I'll add them. Not sorted in any particular order just added them when I thought of them.... more>>

If you disagree, greatly approve, want to recommend novels or simply want to tell me to go F myself feel free to msg me. <<less

Kinda tired of the usual trope of yandere obsessing over someone, imprisoning them, and torturing them both physically and mentally until they break.... more>>

In my mind the concept of yandere is that when someone twisted is just so in love and devoted that they'd do ANYTHING so their loved one could be happy even though they don't really know how to do it right. It might not be perfect, sometimes it might be downright disturbing, but they're trying and it's genuine.

TLDR: Deranged man discovers love, sees God. 

(BxG) <<less

Female or Male MCs who are truly villains at heart

-Korean Edition... more>>

-Too good to be unnoticed  

-Especially for SHOUJO ISEKAI/TRANSMIGRATED/REINCARNATED/HISTORICAL DARK MISTERY TRAGEDY ROMANCE <<less

Whichever psychopath that made the existence of Yandere's a thing, thank you. ... more>>

When I say Yandere, I mean, will open your insides with a spoon and cuddle you lovingly in their arms <3 Also known as true love :)

(P.S. This really is just a a list for me to come back to 20 years in the future so I can read my wack reviews heh) <<less

FLs who only wish for eternal rest or those who just have no more expectations.... more>>

Unemotional, expresionless, daring and unafraid.

Or just FLs who don't give a f*uck

Depression and depiction of cruelty. Mainly tragedies. Some could have more depth and clarity with a better translation or writing, but better then the same old plots. <<less

I love these types of Leads with low morality especially the Female lead. ... more>>

Most are Female Protagonists, haven’t found good BG romance with Male protagonists yet <<less

[BxG] Tragedy/Psychological Romance - for masochistic readers that love crying ... more>>

 Complete opposite of a fluffy wholesome read. Please pay attention to tags before reading  <<less