Shen Ran, who pursued his first love and ended up with the school beauty senior, was supposed to be the envy of many. However, after dating for two months, the senior only allowed him to hold her hand. Just when he lamented the slow progress of their relationship, he discovered that his senior had a girl she liked. The situation took an even more awkward turn when classmates caught the two passionately kissing in a back alley.... more>>

After being dumped and humiliated, Shen Ran, in a fit of anger, went to a gay bar to experience life. To his surprise, he ran into Zhao Jiyu, a stunningly beautiful guy from his department. Known as the cold, aloof, and hard-to-pursue “male god,” Zhao Jiyu turned out to like men. In a drunken haze, Zhao Jiyu approached him and asked if he wanted to try something new.

Still upset and tipsy, Shen Ran couldn’t resist the charm of Zhao Jiyu’s alluring face. Thinking, “Why not?” he brought Zhao Jiyu back to his room. But Zhao Jiyu, with his height and physique advantage, quickly turned the tables, leaving Shen Ran as the one being dominated.

Shen Ran, holding onto Zhao Jiyu’s waistband, said: “Wait—wasn’t I supposed to be the top?”

Lifting one of Shen Ran’s legs, Zhao Jiyu smiled innocently and explained: “Yes, you’re on top… and I’m on the bottom.”

The protagonist’s first love was his senior, and they only held hands for two months.

A slight age gap, with the top being a few months younger than the bottom. <<less

Two years after their breakup, Ji Qian returned to Suzhou on a business trip. He originally only intended to discreetly see how his ex was doing, without disturbing him. However, a twist of fate led him to get drunk and sleep with his ex's younger brother, Su Yan, who had just returned from abroad.... more>>

Seeing Su Yan sitting by the bed, covered in marks yet signing innocently, Ji Qian wished he could travel back to the previous night and knock himself out. And after ruthlessly kicking Su Yan out, he discovered that Su Yan—delicately raised abroad, unable to speak, and strikingly handsome—was already being hit on by an older man before even reaching the elevator.

Ji Qian, standing behind the peephole: ......... <<less

After rejecting his childhood friend due to h*mophobia, he ends up bending himself to pursue love.... more>>

On the eve of graduation, Jiang Lin received a confession from his childhood friend, Ji Minglun, on his birthday.

At that time, everyone in the private room was drunk, and only he and Ji Minglun were somewhat sober. Jiang Lin, who was homophobic, took Ji Minglun's confession as a boring joke from a game of Truth or Dare. However, he didn’t expect that later, back in their hotel room, Ji Minglun cornered him against the wall and gave him a hot, wet kiss that awakened unfamiliar desires.

The friendship that had lasted for sixteen years was completely overturned. That night, he fled in embarrassment and even advanced his date to study abroad, flying to Los Angeles with his luggage.

For the entire year that followed, he disappeared, making it impossible for Ji Minglun to find him. Until the next summer came, he could no longer suppress his longing and decided to return home to test if Ji Minglun still liked him. However, he discovered Ji Minglun embracing someone else, looking at him coldly as if they didn’t know each other.

The somewhat clumsy bottom (Jiang Lin) who is proud and aloof on the outside x The hard-mouthed yet honest in his physical reactions top (Ji Minglun)

The top has not changed his heart and has not had ambiguous relationships with anyone else.

The bottom starts off as homophobic but later bends himself and returns to pursue the top.

There is a slight age difference; the bottom is a few months younger than the top.

[Not angst] [Not angst] [Not angst] , the overall reading experience is a mix of sweet and sour.

Tags: Childhood friends - Pursuing love - Sweet and sour - First love for both. <<less