Shi Chuan could never forget the fact that I had been violated.... more>>
In the second year of our marriage, he developed feelings for a female college intern at the company.
Amidst the scattered clothes on the floor, I held my temples and asked him why.
He looked at me, his expression calm, and said, "She is very clean."
It was then that I realized.
He was still haunted by the past where I had been assaulted.
He was certain that no one would accept someone like me.
"No one else would want you besides me."
But he was wrong.
He was never my only choice.
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