At my joke, he squinted his eyes and smiled prettily. Then he slipped his hands under both my arms and hugged my shoulders tightly. Our lower bodies, still connected, pressed even closer together. There was nowhere to escape from the two eyes looking straight at me from close range.... more>>

"We're dating, right?"

"......"

"I'm hyung's boyfriend now, right?"

He didn't whine or wheedle. His pleasant, calm voice was quiet like a whisper. I tried to hide my expression by brushing around my lips with the back of my hand, then hesitantly reached out to his arm that was holding me.

"We're both... past the age where we need to say such things out loud."

"But I want to hear it this badly. Can't you just endure being embarrassed for a moment?"

"......"

"Tell me clearly."

This time I could feel slight trembling in his voice. It wasn't a confident and bold demand, but closer to a plea filled with entreaty. His voice now rustled like dry fallen leaves.

In the past, I couldn't hold him to prevent my emotions from exploding. But now it was different. We were living in the same city, and unless major changes struck, this time we wouldn't be constrained by space. There was no need to forcibly deceive my heart.

With the hand that had been stroking his arm, I traced up his shoulder and neck. Feeling embarrassed, I playfully pressed his cheeks and deliberately teased his handsome face.

"I thought you were more mature than your age. But seeing you like this, my boyfriend really is younger than me after all." <<less

Song Hyunsoo spent several years as an unknown actor while working as a bartender.... more>>

He’s met with the opportunity to appear in a movie by a famous director.

No longer a minor role or an extra, but a significant supporting role!

Moreover, the movie had cast national actor Yoon Jooho as the main character.

He only drinks water that costs 400,000 won. He changes managers as if nothing.

ㅡTop actor Yoon Jooho, who is followed by numerous rumors.

Will those rumors really be true?

Exiting his “secret fan” mode after years,

Song Hyunsoo revealed that he is a fan right in front of Yoon Jooho.

However, coexistence with the prince, who has lived his entire life as a top star, is not expected to be easy.

“Senior, I am truly sorry. I’ll pay to get it cleaned.”

“It’s fine.”

“The coat looks really expensive…”

“I said that it’s okay, junior. If it had been red wine, I would have killed… I would have been a little angry, though.”

Senior, what you were going to say just now was maybe ‘I would have killed you’…

Will Song Hyunsoo continue to be a fan of Yoon Jooho?

Will he turn into an anti-fan?

Or… could it develop into a meaningful relationship that goes beyond being a fan?

The failed past love becomes distant, while a new love approaches.

A story about change, growth, and an ultimate choice in order to make this love the final one. <<less

※This novel contains materials such as reincarnation after jumping off a high-rise building and unwanted prostitution.... more>>

It does not describe the subject matter in detail but mainly deals with the subsequent events caused by the subject matter.

I jumped from the 32nd floor.

There was no way I would have survived.

Yet I was reincarnated. In the body of another person who has nothing to do with me.

I am Choi Hong-seo, not Yoon Hye-an.

No matter how hard I try, no one will believe me. Even if I were them, I wouldn't believe it as well.

Am I crazy?

In reality, I am Yoon Hye-an, but I believe that I was Choi Hong-seo?

The only hope that allows me to endure an unacceptable situation is the person I loved.

The only person who treated me with respect.

I wanted to see him up close.

Since I had already died once, I had no other regrets.

But he doesn't love me, because I’m not Choi Hong-seo.

“Did you know beforehand that the original owner of this role was Choi Hong-seo?”

"Yes."

“So, did you use Choi Hong-seo as a reference?”

"Yes?"

“Simply put, I’m asking if you calculated that mimicry would give you an advantage.”

“I don’t think Yoon Hye-an-ssi is suitable for the role, but if the director’s opinion is so, then I should follow it. But I want you to stop imitating him.”

“...”

“Just because a person isn't in the world anymore doesn't mean people like you can use him as you please. Do you understand?"

If only I was Yoon Hye-an in reality rather than Choi Hong-seo as I thought I was.

It shouldn't hurt this much to see him treat me so coldly.

This feeling and this pain couldn't be fake. <<less