Waiting for these to be completed !! ( Less than 100 chapters )

Viscerally disturbing BL, in no particualr order. Not just horror, but truly repulsive horror. Not just "a good cry", but something more viscerally painful. Not... more>> just a knee-jerk reaction, but felt fundamentally wrong. Not just confusing, but almost broke my reality. What literally triggered my fight or flight response or left me in a daze for a good while. <<less