Closer to real life than the typical BL. In no order of preference.

Viscerally disturbing BL, in no particualr order. Not just horror, but truly repulsive horror. Not just "a good cry", but something more viscerally painful. Not... more>> just a knee-jerk reaction, but felt fundamentally wrong. Not just confusing, but almost broke my reality. What literally triggered my fight or flight response or left me in a daze for a good while. <<less