Every chapter is a hit to my heart. I don't know why I keep torturing myself like this but since I am, you have to too.... more>>

Also if you can, read at night cause it definitely gets you more emotional and its more enduring cause you want to cry and scream but cant wake anyone up, really gets you in your feels.

Make sure you read tags so you know what ride you're in but since you clicked on this anyways you probably already know. <<less

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Wife-chasing, regrets 

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I love suffering ♥️♥️♥️

reading/read list

Tragedies, ab*se, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

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just all the danmei I read since got into it in 2021, in chronological order

Get your napkins ready.

if you know you know

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I'm trying to find all the novels I've finished reading so that I can finally count how much of a veteran I am

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Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-ab*se-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

Also their long night of indulgence (not on NU)

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