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Novels i eat during the night when i want angst 

helpless female leads, ab*sed female leads, possessed by compulsory heterosexuality female leads, etc.... more>>

doesn't include stories of FLs who abandon their shitty men, but *does* include stories where the FLs settle for less, or worse, come back to said shitty men.

guilty pleasure stories... but I don't feel guilt while reading. I just feel overwhelming disgust and bloodlust towards the men. <<less

the main point of their problem was misunderstanding. they weren’t open with each other. they didn’t talk at all. it is annoying but i still... more>> read it. this is still a few novels that i have read and i will add more if there are others. <<less

I read many angst stories, maybe I don't like the traits or characters. I just enjoy the pain. So I don't worship those tr*sh ML... more>> or naive FL. I simply enjoy their suffers.  <<less

Novels ive read

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HeteroRomance fantasy-like novels (ML X FL) I’ve read that has been or currently being adapted into Manga, Manhua and Manhwa, which I’ve also read and/or still currently reading on both platforms. ... more>>

My peculiarity in novels transcends into Manga, Manhua and Manhwa (￣_￣| | |). But I must admit there are novels in this list that I just tolerate out of sheer boredom. But don’t let that discourage you, you’ll never know you might enjoy it ^•^. 

So, take these lists with a grain of salt and as always the lists below are in no particular order. 

Happy reading ~ ❖ <<less

All the heart-wreaching, painful story

you know I can be found... more>>

completed KR angst/happy-ending

List for angsty novels that can't be on my other list for various reasons <<less

All the heart-wrenching, nerve-racking stories I found and piled up here to READ, apparently for no good reason— only my Masochist heart shamelessly desire to read these, knowing it'll be soul-crushing enough to made me feel ruinous and left me emotionally devastated for days, after reading.... more>>

I'm unable to know how I should stop my-self from this addiction intake...  <<less

for not so good reasons... more>>

angst and straight up dogsh*t mls but yk i needed to know what happened in the end <<less

if you hear these lines in your relationships you should probably run, don't walk, away

Beautiful story ever written. Their emotion. Their difference. Their status. Their journey. Worth to Reread. ... more>>

Might say that it's worth to invest ur emotion.

100% recommend.

(Non Smut, Some include heavy theme such as, ab*se, su*cide, cruelty etc) <<less

- Interesting character/Well written character... more>>

- Complex relationship with FL

- Grow to be a better person (This one is my main important criteria - character development are chef kiss<3)

(Non-smut, historical, reincarnation, transmigration, regression, complete and ongoing-) <<less

a list of my fav angst / grovel novels

Its probably either a bit of each category or one or all. Just be wary, for these novels can be a recommendation from me but mostly likely a warning to just NOT read… some are really bottom of the barrel here, but when you read mindlessly like me  you of course encounter such things…... more>>

So many KR novels though… doing my head in…

Btw mostly b x g, since i read those mostly, however there might be b x b too. I don’t think g x g because I have never read a sad one in my life lol (fluff is needed in order for me to not go mental) <<less

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If some of the books looks unfinished or doesn't have chapters that means I have the books as completed offline.

"So many stories are glorious, so many heroes are victorious. But this story shows the other side that is rarely explored. This story is not happy, it is not light. There is no way to survive it without shedding tears, but in a way, the ending lifts the heavy feeling a little. Therefore, it was totally worth it!"- @Liri... more>>

[One of the review on Mulberry Song]

Liri's words pretty much sums up what I'm trying to accumulate in this list.  <<less

Depressed, suicidal or detached fl. Recommendations are well appreciated;)

- Korean edition... more>>

- For those who fan of pure angsty,tragedy,sad romance and full of misunderstanding troupe <<less

Novels that can be found translated on the Yonder app.... more>>

It's hard to remember what novels are translated, but can only be found
on these s*upid apps. The apps themselves are hard to search also and
sometimes change the name or cover completely. I'm sure I missed some,
if you let me know I'll add them.

Yonder only gives a few chapters free and then you have to buy their coins. Some novels have free daily chapters or other promotions, but usually you have to pay. <<less