Transmigration into a western-type or similar setting. Often nobles in a magical indeterminate European country.

Figured I would dump everything I’ve read so I know if I read it and in case anyone has similar tastes to me and would like recommendations. ... more>>

I will add small reviews based off my very poor memory in the future.

Heavy yuri, angst, fluff, and OP protagonists. It is mostly tops when it comes to relationship dynamics. 

1-50: pretty much only Yuri 

50-78: mixed bag of fantasy, tragedy, action and some villain MC’s 

78-100: things I didn't sort, am currently reading or just found memorable for various reasons. <<less

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HeteroRomance fantasy-like novels (ML X FL) I’ve read that has been or currently being adapted into Manga, Manhua and Manhwa, which I’ve also read and/or still currently reading on both platforms. ... more>>

My peculiarity in novels transcends into Manga, Manhua and Manhwa (￣_￣| | |). But I must admit there are novels in this list that I just tolerate out of sheer boredom. But don’t let that discourage you, you’ll never know you might enjoy it ^•^. 

So, take these lists with a grain of salt and as always the lists below are in no particular order. 

Happy reading ~ ❖ <<less

this list contains manhwa adaptions with not just villainess 

Female leads who don’t give a flying f*ck

FLs who only wish for eternal rest or those who just have no more expectations.... more>>

Unemotional, expresionless, daring and unafraid.

Or just FLs who don't give a f*uck

Depression and depiction of cruelty. Mainly tragedies. Some could have more depth and clarity with a better translation or writing, but better then the same old plots. <<less

waiting for translations/ were dropped 

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Just added the ones that had a pretty cover and interesting synopsis hshshhs

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Just a list of novels that have manhwa adaptations, just making a couple of lists (cause there’s a lot not that I’m complaining) so I... more>> can keep track of all the ever increasing list of adaptations, not ranked in any order.  <<less

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Okuyacağım ya gerçekten okuyacağım 

new novels that ive read

Want to read/have read either the novels or adaptations 

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

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This is exactly like what it sounds. Sometimes my depression overrules all other feelings, and these are the stories that I gravitate towards in those moments.... more>>

This list is a mixture of a bunch of genres. <<less

my all time favorites

Major hurt/comfort simp. ... more>>

Been hurting all my life with no one to comfort me so reading a hurt/sickly MC being worried/doted/cared for/loved on really soothes my soul or something twisted like that. I'm trying to find meaning behind all the suffering. Hmnn yeah that sounds about right, I wanna read meaningful suffering.

SSSSE (Self Sacrifice= sacrificing themselves for others/a greater good) (Self Suffering= is hurting/carrying burden/enduring hardship on their own) (Exposed= other people find out leading in increased positive action/attention towards them and or it affects other people in some way so there is meaning to the suffering)

Absolutely love the vomiting blood and everybody worries trope. MC in pain? It's okay baby it's all worth it there will be people that will take care of you or make up for it. Fluff stuff. Spurting blood is fun and all but psychological hurt also rubs me right, stuff like taking blame then the other party regretting and making up for it? Angst stuff. Mmm working too hard or getting hurt in place of others is also nice.

Romance. No romance. Straight. BL. Some I read using mtl.

tl;dr I just wanna talk about the novels I've read but highlight the heart ab*se scenes :)

*Recommendations are welcomed but not always accepted to the list ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

If you decide to follow, I'll warmly say; Welcome to the cult  <( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)> <<less

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