Viscerally disturbing BL, in no particualr order. Not just horror, but truly repulsive horror. Not just "a good cry", but something more viscerally painful. Not... more>> just a knee-jerk reaction, but felt fundamentally wrong. Not just confusing, but almost broke my reality. What literally triggered my fight or flight response or left me in a daze for a good while. <<less

Where both main characters are obsessed with eachother, one if not both the characters have twisted personality. Many are the ones that I still have... more>> not read yet but have very high ratings <<less

Every chapter is a hit to my heart. I don't know why I keep torturing myself like this but since I am, you have to too.... more>>

Also if you can, read at night cause it definitely gets you more emotional and its more enduring cause you want to cry and scream but cant wake anyone up, really gets you in your feels.

Make sure you read tags so you know what ride you're in but since you clicked on this anyways you probably already know. <<less

Danmei I have read, basically. 

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Mostly dead dove

BL, BG, no romance... more>>

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These are mix collections of novels that i think have quite good story to read, but it doesn't makes my heart “wow-wingg” that much compared... more>> to my other BL lists. It still have nice story to read tho, so i rated these novels ranging 3 - 4 out of 5. (Based on my POV) ~ \\(3_3)// <<less

My "to read list" bring fujoshis to the yard, and they are like "you degenerate—give us MORE!" Any and every tag except mpreg, harem and... more>> omegaverse are welcome. (if you see a novel lacking, then it means its probably in one of my tier lists.) <<less

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This is totally my personal opinion 

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novels i’ve read and how much i liked them on a scale of 1 to 10

Kinda lazy for in depth ratings since it's been a while since I've read most of these so will rate with 2 hearts for the... more>> top tier ones, 1 heart for decent reads and no hearts for the ones I wasn't as into. Will not include ones I dropped entirely. Short novels (about 20ch or less) will tend to have lower ratings but they're usually pretty decent too![Not sorted across the same heart ranking] [Ratings are based on how well the novel delivers what was promised. Hence, if I expected it to just be a brainless fluff novel and it achieved that, it's perfect. Meanwhile, if a novel is trying to deliver a in-depth plot with lots of characterization but fails to do so, I wouldn't rate it well.] <<less

includes adopted siblings, characters raised as siblings, pseudo parent/child relationships, and other half-blooded as well as full-blooded in*est 

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Novels that are slice of life, I may or may not have read them yet. 

The list of novels that i'm totally OBSESSED WITH. No particular order or genre, each one is worth reading like a thousand times. Drop your... more>> recs tho, i like realistic imperfect characters. Dm me if we have similar taste!!  <<less

Elder bottom vs young top