helpless female leads, ab*sed female leads, possessed by compulsory heterosexuality female leads, etc.... more>>

doesn't include stories of FLs who abandon their shitty men, but *does* include stories where the FLs settle for less, or worse, come back to said shitty men.

guilty pleasure stories... but I don't feel guilt while reading. I just feel overwhelming disgust and bloodlust towards the men. <<less

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Novels i will read at some point....... more>>

atp should do it soon considering i have a backlog of 400+ <<less

I've found difficult to find good finished novels to also count as a reading on Goodreads so here it's the list of what I've read... more>> and reviewed over there to help fellow bookworms like me <<less

I read many angst stories, maybe I don't like the traits or characters. I just enjoy the pain. So I don't worship those tr*sh ML... more>> or naive FL. I simply enjoy their suffers.  <<less

I hate using the reading list so I'm bookmarking in the rec list LOL finally closing these tabs ... more>>

plot/art covers that looks interesting!! might read in the future <<less

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆... more>>

Lots of angst and tr*shy irredeemable ML’s

You’ve been warned  <<less

Apathy describes an absence of feeling or emotion. having or showing little or no feeling or interest. An apathetic individual has an absence of interest in or concern... more>> about emotional, social, spiritual, philosophical, virtual, or physical life and the world. Apathy can also be defined as a person's lack of goal orientation. <<less

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 I'm a mentally ill person, and i kinda enjoy reading stories in which the characters are injured, torn, pulverized, bleed, suffocation, have close to death experience (or maybe really die), all kinds of tortures, sacrifices, physical, psychological and emotional damaged , and has a past full of trauma; and they find a family and a home ; Maybe I just enjoy torturin myself, who knows?  Anyway if you're looking for those kind of stories then this list may help:>... more>>

Stories include Cold ml/fl which are only good to mc will be mark by ☆☆☆

 and those one with tsundere will be mark by ♡

Some rec that are not in novel update:

No home (webtoon)
A joyfull life( gl, manhwa)
Assassins' class(anime)
To your eternity(manga +anime)
Dam of the forest(manhwa)
The evil ring(manhua)
Save me roommate(bl, manhwa) <<less

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What I read and what I want to remember that I'm reading

All the heart-wreaching, painful story

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i need the fl of these stories to stand tf up and leave their partner who has the emotional intelligence of a gradeschool child. ... more>>

yes these type of men & stories are my guilty pleasure what about it <<less

A compilation of korean novels which have european style setting.... more>>

Part 1.0 -  https://www.novelupdates.info/viewlist/94910/ <<less

this is NOT a recommendation list. this is me unrecommending these novels so u don't waste ur time xx... more>>

also im super biased. idgaf if smth was added to make it 'realistic' (eg; concubines....like trust me, IDGAF abt ur reasoning xx), if i dont like it im adding it here xx

also, the novel doesnt HAVEEEE to be tr*sh, maybe i just don't like them cuz the novel worsened my anger issues, maybe YOU'll like them (doubtful as to why you would,,,,,but okayyyy #respectpeople'sopinionsevenifit'sgarbage). idk and idc
some of these were so bad my standards lowered and i went back to the not-so-worse ones and gave them a better review </3

it physically pains me that a lot of these novels have more than 4 stars rating.....

TW: opinion

(Actual tw: r*pe) <<less

All the heart-wrenching, nerve-racking stories I found and piled up here to READ, apparently for no good reason— only my Masochist heart shamelessly desire to read these, knowing it'll be soul-crushing enough to made me feel ruinous and left me emotionally devastated for days, after reading.... more>>

I'm unable to know how I should stop my-self from this addiction intake...  <<less

for not so good reasons... more>>

angst and straight up dogsh*t mls but yk i needed to know what happened in the end <<less

Beautiful story ever written. Their emotion. Their difference. Their status. Their journey. Worth to Reread. ... more>>

Might say that it's worth to invest ur emotion.

100% recommend.

(Non Smut, Some include heavy theme such as, ab*se, su*cide, cruelty etc) <<less

- Interesting character/Well written character... more>>

- Complex relationship with FL

- Grow to be a better person (This one is my main important criteria - character development are chef kiss<3)

(Non-smut, historical, reincarnation, transmigration, regression, complete and ongoing-) <<less

If you wanna cry. This is for you. All are happy ending.