Gut‑wrenching? Check ✓
Bawling‑your‑eyes‑out scenes? Double‑check ✓✓
Pillowcases changed mid‑chapter because you’ve run out of sop‑ready tissues? Absolutely ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

sorted by my ratings, also, my ex ugly af i was blind gurl <<less

bl only 

Emperors, Imperial exams, shadow guards

historical/isekai

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Novels that just didnt intrigue me but I would try to come back later to try it lol... more>>

For my personal use.. please ignore this .. <<less

Just novel I would want to read for the first time again

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mostly non-s*um gong(at least not irredeemable) with satisfying chasing arc and grovelling

don't judge

these danmei's are great 

Mostly dead dove

Heartache and Redemption: A List of Wife-Chasing Crematorium Danmei... more>>

For those who crave angst, regret, and the ultimate pursuit of lost love, this list is for you.

Books on this list delivers gut-wrenching emotional turmoil—where one protagonist (often cold, indifferent, or downright cruel) realizes too late that they’ve lost the love of their life.  <<less

cry material.

Ini adalah novel yang ingin saya baca dan setidaknya beberapa sudah saya baca setengah jalan. Lebih seperti list timbunan. Lol. 

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i cried myself to sleep reading this

These are mix collections of novels that i think have quite good story to read, but it doesn't makes my heart “wow-wingg” that much compared... more>> to my other BL lists. It still have nice story to read tho, so i rated these novels ranging 3 - 4 out of 5. (Based on my POV) ~ \\(3_3)// <<less

Angst reigns supreme. *metaphysically slaps list* this bad boy can fit so much trauma and tragedy... Please proceed for self-inflicted emotional damage. ... more>>

Literally, serious suffering ahead. Wild how much of this list overlaps with my "favourites" one. 

In alphabetical order for (my) convenience! And perhaps yours too! <<less

Some books I read (and still remember). No terrible books in this list as I usually drop them. ... more>>

Most on here are finished (except the ones without full translation). I suck at writing reviews, so yeah. <<less

Complete or on-going danmei

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