wife chasing crematoriums, explore with caution. in this household we love heartbreaking angst, pillow soaked in tears and scummy people grovelling in dirt! list is a mix of both HE and BE. in some cases there's no chasing, just realization after and deep regret but the common denominator is angst, angst and angst ... more>>

(these are are the ones i hv completed so far, will keep adding more as i read. any new suggestions are very welcome, give me food :’)) <<less

Every chapter is a hit to my heart. I don't know why I keep torturing myself like this but since I am, you have to too.... more>>

Also if you can, read at night cause it definitely gets you more emotional and its more enduring cause you want to cry and scream but cant wake anyone up, really gets you in your feels.

Make sure you read tags so you know what ride you're in but since you clicked on this anyways you probably already know. <<less

I reached the limit on Best of all times so this is the 2nd part of my list: Best of all times pt.2 ... more>>

plz feel free to look at that 1 too! :)

Novels that weren’t on novel updates:

In the apocalypse, Jiao jiao struggled every day- wordrain 

Interstellar top tier alpha- asianovel  <<less

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Books that are complete, I finished reading and I liked

Here are some sad BL novels which will make you cry 

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These are the story/novel that hurts me and make me cry whenever I read it

Tragedies, ab*se, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

any stories with terminal illness, curse, frail charactersbut without being weak

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just all the danmei I read since got into it in 2021, in chronological order

I’ve used this site for many years now, but never bothered to make an account/ wasn’t able to. Tried it out on a whim today and it worked. Keeping this list so I know what I’ve read already, and am able to go back to it if needed. ... more>>

I’m being literal when I say it’s necessary, because I wouldn’t be surprised if I’ve broken past the 1000 mark in stories read; blame my attention span. Who knew Google tabs shows a :) emoji when you break past 100 tabs, huh. Mental instability really does something to you. <<less

BL| short stories that I've read... more>>

not more than 50 chaps <<less

I'm trying to find all the novels I've finished reading so that I can finally count how much of a veteran I am

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BL/YAOI and no romance

let's cry... more>>

P. S: I cry easily  <<less

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There is one kind of love – I love you, and this has nothing to do with you, but I love you.There is another kind of love – I hate you, and I will never love you, but I will follow you in your death.... more>>

- One Night, One Day, One Year, One Lifetime, Ch. 13 <<less