He achieved his goal at the latest chapters. He went back. But I think he wouldn't want to be reborn in his original world. He wants to give up that life because his sister is happy and well now. What his sister needs is the og Chu Xie who was a good brother to his sister.

Xu Chunmu and the people serving the MC, like that servant girl and the doctor. Btw, the original Xu Chunmu, who is now reborn in this timeline, is actually grateful with the og Chu Xie because he saved him in his last life. That's why he cared for him so much. But still, he didn't love the og Chue Xie. The one he fell in love with is the mc--grateful to the og, yes, but that's just gratefulness. He can distinguish between those emotions and actually said he fell with the current MC which is still messed up because... PLOT TWIST, THEY'RE BROTHERS.

Didn't recognize the MC as his beloved and tortured MC. When he did finally recognized MC, there was a satisfying regret part so my anger was quenched. But then later on, he r*ped the MC because of a lotta misunderstandings (he's jealous cuz the MC is doing sus things, like being with dudes. In fact, MC was just trying to survive and help his brother, Xu Chunmu, to survive.)

Ml... he's not the worst. Typical regretful, full of guilt ML then later turned dark. Very possessive. I can't forgive him though... for treating the MC harshly cuz of the misunderstanding... It's not justifiable. Looking back, the MC did his best to protect ML's mother, make the ML the emperor, and just give him the best. Even if ML doesn't want to be emperor, so what? MC doesn't want to be the villain but he has to act like one. Everyone has to act a role they don't want in the first place. That's reality. That's how the world works. Still, ML is better off than MC who has to carry the burden of being a hated villain, without his brother knowing anything. At least the ML has his mother... but the MC is alone... he can't trust anyone, even the ML, like duh, who can trust someone who tortured and r*ped them? The ML's such a dumb s*upid bastard. Like, you're the emperor duh, you have so much power to protect yourself and others now, what are you so angry and grumpy about? I can't like him at all but I can't hate him as well because he truly loves to MC to the point of wanting to die for MC + chasing the MC arc is delicious. Yum.

OH, ANOTHER rare thing about the ML is that, he actually has a mother--Lol don't get me wrong, usually we all know "mothers" of "MLS", especially a prince and an illegitimate child, often gets killed at the start or before the story even starts. But this one, his mother actually survived (because of mc). The mother is also very kind and sweet! And the ML also loves his mother very much, that's why he got rlly mad when he thought MC killed his mother... but still--A filial ml, finally! (That doesn't lessen his yandereness or possessiveness though... He would still turn dark later on.

Xu Chunmu (side gong) thought that Chu Xie (mc) loves him just because the MC has to ensure he stayed alive in order to return to his world because the og Chu Xie was occupying MC's body in the original world and og Chu Xie has a demand that he'll only give up MC's body and keep MC's sister alive if he keeps Xu Chunmu alive. Now the whole misunderstanding excalates as MC tries his best to be with Xu Chunmu to ensure his safety, doing everything, even sacrificing his own safety, just to keep him alive. Who wouldn't think this is out of love? The MC ofc denied being in love when confronted by Xu Chunmu and the ML, but Xu Chunmu only thought that the MC is shy and stubborn. Of course, the ml, thought so as well. Dumb ML made it so hard for MC to protect og Chu Xie's brother that MC is going crazy. MC doesn't trust ML as well, so he doesn't tell ML that Xu Chunmu was his brother. Thus, the "You hate me but I love you, let's suffer together" arc begins. ML be really torturing MC in bed. I feel sorry for MC cuz he's already so sick and yet the ML still r*pes him in the name of "love".

the last time ML conspired against Chu Xie, it ended up causing his death

using his trauma against him to make him believe that he's the problem, that he cant understand Jiang Yanchi's honest and pure feelings because of it

Jiang Yanchi keeps being r*pey and pushy even after everything, as I said, his promises mean nothing, when his actions triggered Chu Xie's r*pe trauma that he himself caused, he continued instead of stopping, he began to act pushy and try to convince Chu Xie to do it with him to overcome the memory instead of respecting that Chu Xie obvoiusly woulndt want to do it with the man who r*ped him multiple times.

Because MC already made clear that he doesn't like man, and I don't think ML is capable to seduce him to like man (in a healthy way), and after reading others reviews I see their relationship will be toxic and forced

I don't understand why he got so obsessed with the White Moonlight, for me their interactions were undermost, they meet only three times (or four, I don't remember very well) and since their first meet MC was already obsessed with "Ah Mu". And when it comes to Ah Mu, he lost all of his intelligence.

Ok, I got it. MC as the "Ah Mu" helped ML to conspire against the villain (MC) - but were some normal things which one normal spy could do too? He seems to be only obsessed with his appearance.

And the there are also a bunch of man feeling attractive to MC for no reason (besides the good-looking: skinny, pale, soft, delicate - god please gimme a time). This aura was so boring and so cliché about the chinese bl novels.

I love how both of them got a reset! Make it a new life. But together, holding hands and growing old together

as author is confused how to handle ML and mc

they got to redo everything from scratch