The fact that his girlfriend AKA the MC wrote a s*x scene and basically planned out how the s*x scene was going to be directed and worked out it's just like... girl I don't know I like I just I'm sorry I guess I'm not open-minded. But if that was my boyfriend, oh hell no. If he wants to do a s*x scene that's because I accepted that he wants to be an actor. But I don't even think I would be with an actor. But even then if I was with an actor, I don't want to see the s*x scene. I don't want to be directing it. And I don't want to be writing it. Maybe that would give you a sense of security knowing that like it's all planned and everything. But if I have to plan this... then why do I have to plan this? Why am I planning this? Actually maybe... don't have one? But she was like, no it needs to happen for the story. Like the online people won't be satisfied. Girl why do we care about the people online that much? Because it'll make him successful? Ok girl work queen for rooting on your bf like this... Even their proposal at the end of the novel had people online watching them get get proposed to each other. I think...I think this is my issue with the fact that I don't like capitalism, I don't like consumerism, and I don't like social media as a form of social currency or the idea that being famous is meaningful. I think celebrities status is different because sometimes acting or singing is an art form but when you do short form content you know you're doing content because you want to be an influencer or you want to make money directly from regular people's attention and wallets. I mean the difference between that and big screen actors may not be that extreme actually, but I think I just hate the fast paced social media and just like I'm personally at a point in my life where I'm tired of looking at influencers and short form media, so I just did not need to read about it personally. I don't think this would bother anyone else but yeah it's just like it's kind of the idea that you value netizen's opinions And you're just building up into the point where he shows his face to the world. Where I don't think he ever has to. I think privacy is such an important and valued thing in society that I thought it was so admirable that he was willing to appreciate that. I think just because you're good looking doesn't mean anyone's allowed to put you online. I think that's a point in our society that we should be questioning. But I don't know. This is my opinion.

proposal why did it have to be online and why did it have to be live streamed? And that was you know the end of the romance it's just like okay. That was the end of the novel. Omg Like tell me what your values are without telling me what your values are. It's what the readers want to see it's because it's what the readers values because children nowadays want to grow up to be an influencer. My God.