Falling Together

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Before the age of 27, Ning Zhiyuan’s name was Cen Zhiyuan. His family was wealthy, and he possessed both capability and means. With ambitious aspirations, he single-mindedly aimed to compete with his elder brother, who was the designated successor of the family business. This continued until a paternity test overturned everything.

As it turned out, from the very beginning, he didn’t even have the qualifications to compete.

With this change in identity, the first person to extend a helping hand to him was none other than his elder brother, whom he had always found disagreeable and incompatible.

Cen Zhisen had always felt that, aside from having a good-looking face, his younger brother had no likable qualities. He was overly competitive, scheming, and frivolous. From childhood to adulthood, their relationship had always been at odds, deteriorating to the point of hostility over the family inheritance. However, when he saw the usually composed man, upon learning about his true parentage, suppress red eyes and briefly reveal a moment of confusion and helplessness, he couldn’t help but feel a twinge of sympathy.

His s*xual orientation leaned towards men. The former Cen Zhiyuan was his unpleasant younger brother, and now Ning Zhiyuan… Having restrained those confrontations and sharp edges, he was surprisingly appealing.

—He became the object of his interest.

Cen Zhisen x Ning Zhiyuan
Mature rogue x Playful character
The receiver is a wealthy family’s fake young master, not blood-related to the aggressor
Tags: Mutual love, Pride of Heaven, Happy Ending

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同坠
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True Color (Shared Universe)
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Review
36 Reviews


aiji
aiji
Feb 14, 2024
Status: Completed
First off, I'm sorry but isn't this considered smut???

I thought, "wow, nice s*xual tension writing we got here". And then it started to become explicit lmao... Bring back my innocence! (joke)

Anyways, I will add "smut" tag to it. I will add more because it's not as wholesome and 'mild' as I initially thought it would by looking at the current tags as of this review's writing. This is too sexy. Will update it later

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Story:

The story outline is pretty much as what was written in the description: non-real bros falling in love with each other

Pretty simple, right?

Not really. Although the focus of the story is revolving around their romance development from enemies to friends, friends to lovers, it also tackles psychological themes, especially on the MC's part.

Since I was hit by "expectation vs reality" meme, I'm gonna throw some precautions for readers who are very picky like me when choosing story premise and main protagonist character setting:

    • both main protagonists had past relationships --- a physical one (sorry if you are looking for a pure one. I was a little disappointed too after learning lmao)
    • steamy and very sensual (and they don't care about the place lol)
    • excellent translation but chapter 31-50 is paid content. Ready your MTL prowess if you don't want to spend money (the author's writing style is very clean tho, so don't worry and MTL away! :)
Personally, for me, I think the highlights of the romance part is not really about how they would solve the issue of coming out from being "brothers" but the fact that both of them are attracted to each other --- but only physically, because they don't know what is love, and haven't been in love before. Then top it off by unresolved unexpressed past grievances and misunderstandings... perfect.

The ML (Cen Zhisen) is vulgar and doesn't have filter when expressing his pe*verted desires, and is mainly pulled by physical attraction and lust towards the MC (not accounting his 'bro complex'). While the MC (Ning Zhiyuan) is competitive and sensible, but very cunning and possesses a destructive deep 'obsession' towards the ML, with the latter as equally obsessive in a different way.

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Overall Thoughts:

Unlike the previous novels I've read and liked, this is the first time that instead of falling in love with the couple's love because of how beautiful it is, or liking either one of the protagonists after reading, this time, I think I fell in love with the author lmao...

No, seriously, I liked the writing very much. I thought it's been a while since I've read a proper novel. Perhaps it's because it's so immersive that it feels so realistic you couldn't help but be engaged. The author is not stingy with descriptions and details. Despite the 'expected' image of the MC slowly came crumbling before my eyes chapter every chapter (he's an 'onion'), I couldn't help but continue.

About the overall satisfaction, I'm just glad that these two psychopathic brothers finally cleared out their misunderstandings and reconciled and got their happy ending, especially the MC. He's a hopeless case --- but surprisingly well-aware of it --- and sensibly faced his feelings and mindset about the ML very well. Their relationship turned out cute and sweet, like two teenage couples doing corny stuffs for the first time (lol). The romance development is natural and gradual.

So yeah, if you are tired of pure fluff and doesn't mind a love story with a serious tone sprinkled with steamy stuffs, this one is for you. <<less
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damnmei
damnmei
Apr 11, 2024
Status: Completed
// Note: This fan translation group has price locked chapters 34-51, so you will need to MTL those chapters to read. f*ck all translation groups that do this, honestly. Support the original author for a fraction of the price it takes to pay for this edited MTL (because yes, this TL is edited MTL).

The relationship between MC and his not-brother the ML is the primary focus of this novel, and there's not way too much plot outside of their reconciliation and romance. There's sooo much delicious s*xual tension, as well... more>> as some pretty raw conversations between the two of them, and they touched upon all the topics that I was concerned about while reading, especially the fact that they had been raised as brothers and that their relationship had been so fraught prior to the discovery that MC had been swapped at birth. MC had a lot more reservations than ML about the situation, and it took him a while to sort out his convoluted feelings about ML.

Both have had many prior short term relationships and flings, but have never truly committed themselves to another or dated at all, so they are in fact each others' first love even if not each others' first time. The evolution from distant brothers who were rivals at best to lovers was pretty natural, and I never felt any in*estuous vibes despite the two of them having spent 27 years as nominal siblings. There's about a 4 year age gap between them, but they're both equally experienced in love, which is to say not at all in the emotional aspect but very much in the physical.

My one gripe is that I wasn't very convinced by why their past relationship was so antagonistic as:
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It was mostly just due to MC misunderstanding and acting out against his his good intentioned brother, and said brother eventually giving up on repairing the relationship? Felt a bit anticlimactic for them to just handwave their bad relationship as brothers away with a "it was just a misunderstanding".

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As their relationship deepens the smut also gets more descriptive, which I found to be a nice touch. The scenes started off just as vague descriptions and I was like ah how tasteful, but then after their mutual confession... the author really took it to the next level haha! They're very passionate lovers and their past experiences are only really mentioned in passing, so even those who don't like when characters have exes should feel safe to read this novel.

This is also maybe the first novel I've read where the less wealthy family is portrayed in a positive light, with a truly wholesome bond between them as well as a genuine desire to reconnect with their biological son. MC's swapped at birth counterpart is also a genuinely good person, and there's a surprising lack of dog blood between the families as they both just want to reconnect with their lost child. The reactions to MC and ML's relationship are also nothing unexpected, especially since the two of them are independent adults and not much can be done to stop them.

Overall it's a great romance story, with some deep introspection on what love is and how romantic and familial love differ. I feel like a lot happened and also nothing happened in this novel, but there were no open questions for me at the end so I'm satisfied. Morality wise, I feel like this is a transition piece into getting someone ready to read an actual in*est novel though, so take that as you will? Haha <<less
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Onelazygirl
Onelazygirl
May 18, 2024
Status: Completed
I don't like the ML. Or more precisely I don't want him to be MC's love interest.

For 27 yrs MC and ML were brothers. Both thought they were biological siblings. Put the way ML treated MC??? MC used to get bullied because his mother died during childbirth and everyone bullied him saying he killed his mother. No one has ever celebrated his birthday no one. ML knew MC was being bullied that he was being mistreated so that's why ML indulged MC acting out. He let MC have his way.... more>> But is this enough?? ML has said that because he was young that's why he cannot interfere with his uncles and aunts and basically can't defend the MC. But what about now??? ML is almost turning 30. In all these years when he was in power he never had the chance or the authority to help MC??? Isn't it the fact that they aren't close so he doesn't care what happens to his younger brother. Even though he knows that the reason they aren't close is because of the bullying. This amount of indifference towards your own flesh and blood who had actually never harmed you. MC has never harmed ML. ML himself knows that MC is not malicious but he still treated MC so indifferently.......

ML says his feelings for MC are mixed with guilt.... where does the guilt come from?? Because he himself realises his indifference unfortunately he only realised that he was wrong when he found out MC isn't his brother. Only when his feelings changed and he saw MC as a man did he realise he was wrong. So if it was never revealed that MC isn't his brother and he won't have those feelings he would never have realised he was wrong.

Now he tries to make amends. Apologizing to MC. Celebrating his birthday. He is doing everything to make up but it just makes me feel even more bitter. He is willing to do these things make amends for the man he has feelings for but not his own younger brother. When MC was his younger brother he never had such good treatment from ML. Can you believe it for 27 yrs ML never wished MC happy birthday but when he realised MC isn't his brother he is wishing him happy birthday and being all nice. It makes me uncomfortable he is willing to treat his own brother so indifferently now even if he tries nothing will be changed MC has experienced bullying for so many years these attempts of ML won't help.

What's worse is ML treats his biological younger brother very well. He has learned his lesson from MC's situation so now he treats his own brother very well. How sad is MC's situation he always got the short end of the stick. Growing up without love. Being bullied by relatives. He never had tha Ning family's affected nor the Cen family's money. AT the end he had nothing. But ML's biological younger brother had everything. He grew up with love and now he has all the money and affection from his older brother. The things MC never had are given so easily to ML's brother

MC never blames Ml. He just wants ML's attention. He craved his attention that's why he acted out. Their situation his f*cked up because MC lacks love indirectly because of ML and he wants love from ML. ML is the cause and the cure. Which makes it uncomfortable for me. It would be better if MC just removed his past and moved on without the Cen family......

It's hard for me to like ML because I hate him as a brother but like him as a boyfriend.

Overall this novel is quite fun. As both MC and ML are experienced and aren't virg*ns so their interactions are brimming with s*xual tension. Unfortunately their wasn't explicit s*x but the s*xual tension and their actions makes up for it. Both the MC and ML are described so attractively like....... MC is described as a guy who looks gentle but he has a charm that sucks you in. ML is cold but he says explicit things without changing his expression. His contrast makes his character hotter.

Edit:

Everything is resolved. Author shows us that ML isn't that indifferent as we thought. He also cares for MC in his own way. He is trying to make amends and treat MC better now I am completely satisfied with the ML. I thought that the only reason ML realised he was wrong because he started falling for MC but no that's not true. Author answered all my questions. <<less
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Asatakaba
Asatakaba
Feb 06, 2024
Status: c78
Surprisingly fluffier than I thought it would be.

I like the fact that both sets of parent/ (s) accept the child as their, there wasn't any dismay once they found out about the switching

MC and ML are obsess with each other, and their relationship sailed pretty smoothly.

There wasn't any unnecessary dramas or brothers fighting for inheritance, which is kinda of a breather

Overall it's a cute story and I highly recommend it
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Havaska
Havaska
May 28, 2024
Status: c1
I really liked the story. Their love felt very natural and gradual. It's very complex but it's hinted that the ML did have feelings for him since before they found out they weren't related. He never acted out on it and probably never would have, even after he found out they weren't related, because it didn't cross his mind that it was that type of attraction. If things didn't happen the way they did, maybe he would've slowly realized but by then it would be too late.

Throughout the story I... more>> felt sad for Ning Zhiyuan. He was the one who suffered the most in the story. As kids, Ning Zhiyuan and Cen Zhisen did love each other deeply. It was the adults who would talk down on Ning Zhiyuan and created a break in their relationship. It created a competitiveness between them but especially in Ning Zhiyuan who was constantly told no matter what he did or if he was better, it would amount to nothing because Cen Zhisen was older and bound to take over the company.

And because his mother died during childbirth, his birth, (but not really as we all know) the adults blamed him for her death and said he was cursed and bad luck. They treated Cen Zhisen well but not Ning Zhiyuan which drew a clear line to Zhiyuan that he was not loved compared to his brother and was taught that the reason he isn't loved is his fault when it really wasn't. Children are very impressionable. He was hearing these insults from the adults since he was about 4 years old.

Cen Zhisen himself wasn't able to do anything and when he had the power to do so, he admitted that he thought not reacting to Ning Zhiyuan's concealed hostility and dislike towards him was enough of a payment and conciliation to Ning Zhiyuan. But he later came to understand it wasn't. Its also revealed Cen Zhisen would always try to appease Ning Zhiyuan as a child when Zhiyuan gave him a cold shoulder. Cen Zhisen did some things he regrets but they're both subjected to and became victims of the circumstances molded by irresponsible and hateful adults. Eventually as they grew older and Zhiyuan decided to permanently push him away, Zhisen gave up and they gradually became estranged.

They never celebrated Ning Zhiyuan's birthday because it's also the day his mother died giving birth to him. Of course, we know that he wasn't the child she gave birth to. But that doesn't matter. He was treated as such for twenty plus years. A child was never given a birthday. It was such a heartbreaking thing to hear.

After finding out the hatred and insults he received were unfounded, as he wasn't the biological child of the Cen family, no one apologized and never will.

I felt this story was full of melancholy and bittersweetness. Thankfully there's cute bonding moments between Ning Zhiyuan and Cen Zhisen. I shed some tears. It's not liked I sobbed or anything but I think that's what makes it more memorable. It's slowly unveiled what he went through. The sadness you feel throughout the story isn't a smack to the face or full of dog blood tragedy. It's more lingering. Just a sad truth of a child who was surrounded by disgusting adults and who doesn't know how to love because of it. It's more of a consistent mournful feeling of knowing what Zhiyuan went through. It's soothed at times by the cute moments of the MC and ML finally being able to bond again and help the MC heal a bit of his hurt as well as their broken relationship.

You can see that deep down Ning Zhiyuan is still deeply affected by his childhood but has learned to handle everything on his own because he's used to shouldering everything with no one lending a hand. He's a very complex character that I'm fond of. The ML is also very complex and I like that he pursues Zhiyuan, patient but unyielding.

Overall, the book was a good 4.5 stars for me. <<less
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Karamel Makkiato
Karamel Makk
Feb 25, 2024
Status: c76
I thought I would feel uncomfortable since they were growing up as brothers prior to the revelation that they are not blood-related but it's actually not awkward. Their relationship as brothers was not like real brothers but more of like stepbrothers who compete against each other.

I like how the author set the story--it's very similar to the way MC is. It does not make me want to bawl my eyes out but tug my heartstrings enough to shed a couple of tears.

I like MC and ML's relationship and how they... more>> treat each other. <<less
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ria.green
ria.green
Jan 24, 2024
Status: c75
This was not an easy read for me. Definitely not a feel-good/face-slapping type of story, it's a mature, complex story.

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MC had a bad childhood, which later makes him incapable of love. His family favored the ML as his elder brother, blamed him for his mother's death, and would pit him against the ML. For example, no one in the family had ever even celebrated his birthday because it was also his mother's death day. His father didn't treat him badly but he also gave him no family affection when he was young, and wants to compensate him later on because he feels bad. After he finds out they are not blood-related, ML starts to feel attracted to the MC. The MC grew up obsessed with becoming or beating the ML and pushes the boat along.


It just really feels like it's not worth it for the MC. ML is very good to him later on but it feels too little too late. MC wasn't perfect, he stumbled the ML a lot of times, but he always had a bottom line, e.g. He found proof that the ML was gay but decided not to use it. Meanwhile, the ML was the one who revealed MC wasn't the biological son - even if he didn't do it with malicious intentions, he still is the one who overturned MC's life. The ML tells the children in the family not to call MC names, but no one in the family gets any retribution for how they treated the MC other than a "don't call him that" scolding. And I can't help but feel that the ML basically was the root of why MC grew up with a distorted mentality, even if it was not his fault. As MC says, meeting the ML was a "fated tragedy." MC is really mature though, he doesn't feel like he needs an apology or any compensation for how he was treated.
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This story is well-written and isn't over-exaggerated for a "switched at birth" novel. Neither MC nor ML was "good" people in the traditional sense and they're both strong. MC is a cunning, lonely, and paraniod. ML is gentle blackbellied scum. They're both a little crazy. It was a frustrating but good read. <<less
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monchericoups
monchericoup
Apr 08, 2025
Status: Completed
First of all, please please please do read this novel it's truly worth your time. Don't let the negative comments about this novel (whether here or on the translation site) stops you from reading because this novel is really a masterpiece that many might not get due to not catching the many subtexts and nuances present in this novel.

It's one of the best novels I've ever read with very rich subtexts that you wouldn't get if you just read everything at face value. And the extras (unfortunately not translated) gave... more>> so much insights about the main characters and just so beautifully written.

Honestly deserves much higher rating than it is now. Also thank you translator for sharing this very beautiful story with us.... this story is basically my lifeline now (please let this translation stay public forever dear translator, I really can't live without this... thank youㅠㅠ)

I love this trope, genuinely haven't seen ANY romance where it starts from "blood" brothers actually being not blood related at all, most of the time it's the reversed (strangers turned step brothers). But this is the complete opposite of that, that I was immediately hooked with it from the get-go, especially with how it's immediately revealed that their relationship was complicated from the start.

There's so many subtexts and nuances in this novel that's written so beautifully (and conveyed through the translation♡♡) I just love the many things that's left unsaid between MC (Zhiyuan) and ML (Zhisen) but they understood deep down through their actions.

Unlike some of the commenters below, I find Zhiyuan's quick "acceptance" about his situation of not actually blood related to the Cen's family to be completely logical.

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Particularly talking about how Zhiyuan immediately changed his surname, resigned from Cen An and tried to return the Cen's assets given to him

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If you think MC didn't have or show the slightest grievance at all, then you haven't read the deeper meaning of Zhiyuan's actions. MC is the kind to never show weaknesses in front of people or demand things to go his way childishly, and yet he confronted Zhisen (ML) in private, he seemed absent-minded throughout the first meeting with his actual biological parents, "took a break" for nearly a month or so from his job at Cen An even though it's been explicitly stated that MC was basically a workaholic prior to the paternity test incident, seemingly so lifeless and lost as to what he was gonna do, that his friend even pointed out it was as if MC just had a breakup. His drunken words to ML as he supported himself against the tree trunk, the first time ML found out about MC's deepest thoughts and what had happened to MC

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aka when zhiyuan basically asked a rhetorical question to zhisen if zhisen thought ning zhe could be a good little brother to zhisen after being alienated and instigated by the family for more than two decades since they were a kid

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It's really not that author was "quick to remove" what makes them both brothers. It's that MC completely acted that none of the Cen's family instigations and hostility towards MC didn't bother him his whole life, when in fact, it did (as shown with how MC and ML brotherhood went sour due to this). MC trying to remove any legality he has with the Cen family so quickly, I feel, atleast from the written paragraphs and MC's words, is because he no longer wants to hear any kind of nonsense from the Cen family about inheritance, him stealing what's not supposed to be his etc. when he's not blood related. And he still occasionally gets called stuff by this shitty big family even after he returned everything belonging to the Cen. It was a way for MC to free himself in a sense. Also how MC just basically has the attitude of never taking what's not rightfully his.

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the deeper meaning is that MC really doesn't care about owning this or that from the Cen family, all throughout his life he just wants Cen Zhisen. Whether as his brother previously, or later on as his lover

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And that's one of the things that's very well written about this novel. These things are not explicitly written or told by MC, but rather shown through his actions, through his friend's comment or through the eyes of others.

The "show, don't tell" rule here is immaculate. Absolutely beautiful from start to end.

You might think that as an adult, perhaps ML didn't care... that ML didn't try at all to fix their brotherhood, but he DID. It really was just that MC had selective memory about ML's good behaviour towards MC, as if a trauma response to what MC had been through with the Cen family since childhood. And ML did confront MC about how MC only remembered the bad things about him, which was actually true. This was especially apparent in the extra, that when you read it, you realized that ML acted the exact same way with the same tenderness and care that's been shown throughout this novel, minus his crooked thoughts of wanting to bed his brother. A confirmation to my understanding that MC really did forget ML's good behaviour towards him down to the very recent ones (and again, it's not MC's fault nor is it ML's fault because it's most likely a trauma response).

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one of my faves extra where a few days? I think before the paternity test was revealed.... Cen Shengli (their dad) was just diagnosed with brain tumor (?) iirc and went through surgery. Both Zhiyuan and Zhisen were the only one waiting, and Zhisen, knowing that Zhiyuan barely ate, told him to eat something. Zhisen also reassured Zhiyuan that everything would be fine, seemingly knowing Zhiyuan's restless thoughts about their dad's surgery.

He borrowed an umbrella when it was raining hard as they exited the hospital just so Zhiyuan wouldn't drench himself in the rain like he was about to do, suggested to Zhiyuan to compete fairly with him (about the CEO position) when Zhiyuan started being sarcastic because of Zhisen's (seemingly unprovoked in zhiyuan's eyes) caring attitude.... walked Zhiyuan to his car first and stood silently there with the umbrella, until Zhiyuan's car completely disappeared from his sight.

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Or some of ML's past actions for MC in the main story that went completely unknown by MC, that shows the subtlety in his love even before seeing MC as a potential romantic partner. Like ML as an adult really DID try. And even so ML still admitted that he didn't try enough —which, I agreed, and honestly think his only mistake here. It doesn't matter whether his mistake is big or not. The fact is MC is willing and understanding that it's in fact not ML's fault, speaks up his mind everytime he remembers his past grievance even as they're already dating (yes even in the extra MC still says it when he remembers), and ML would indulge him or make up for it each time. (So if people who already read this think ML isn't deserving of MC, I think some of you just wouldn't get it unless you had this complicated bond with your sibling too... which I did by the way even though I wasn't in ML's position. But I understand both of their grievances so much)

But to say ML never cared about MC until ML started having crooked thoughts about MC is just, utterly, completely wrong.

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This is shown even in the main texts like how Zhisen silently stopped the reporters from bothering Zhiyuan when their matters of Zhiyuan being not blood related had just become public, or how the "guest room" in Zhisen's apartment was initially for Zhiyuan, because he wanted the both of them to live together as soon as Zhiyuan came back from the US but he lost the chance to do so.

Or how, long before this, one day during New Year's eve as Zhiyuan worked overtime, Zhisen who initially already had scheduled plan with his "little boyfriend" and only came back to the office to fetch something, once he saw the lights in Zhiyuan's office was still on.... he instead, sat down on the sofa, silently accompanying Zhiyuan through the night even without Zhiyuan knowing, ditching his scheduled plan.

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Like this unique love from the both of them was truly convincing for me even if it's such a foreign concept that their love evolved from familial love to romantic love in such a short time. Because the both of them really did care that much about each other to the point of obsession (yes, for both, even if ML seems to be not as obsessive as MC), despite their brotherhood turning sour.

I love, LOVE the tension between MC and ML, brimming with s*xual tension at first, then turned slightly toxic as MC kept doing reckless and dangerous things just to make ML lose composure for his sake. The implication being that maybe part of MC wanted to see ML being loud and clear in his care towards MC, even if the methods were toxic. And ML indulged him in a way, despite him getting angry for MC's safety and uncaring attitude about his own life. Because through these reckless shenanigans MC pulled, ML finally sees the crack and brokenness in MC.

It is so well-written when MC is slowly able to see love through ML's silent actions. No grandiose romantic acts that's too cheesy, but the way ML pursues MC until MC finally says love to him is absolutely beautiful.

The series is THAT good that even the me nowadays who easily lose interest with the main couple after they got into relationship, didn't lose interest at all in here. Author still maintained their push and pull dynamic despite the main characters evolving together in terms of their feelings towards each other, the playfulness in their dynamic that screams longing, yearning and love is still there. And I love every single scene in this.

Also, about why ML did the paternity test in the first place, I was hella confused too on my first read because it wasn't clearly stated why ML did it, but I knew that it must've been implicitly stated somewhere.

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Zhisen only explicitly said that he investigated this matter truly not because he wanted to make Zhiyuan lose to him

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And so on my 2nd read now, I finally understood why ML did it. It's really not about inheritance, CEO position or anything. The hints are sooooo subtle that you might just not be able to catch it..... especially if you didn't believe in ML's words and actions at all (like thinking about ML negatively).

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For me, the hints were how Zhisen accidentally met Ning Zhe through a project. His face was so similar to his biological mother, like who wouldn't get suspicious?

and later on Zhisen did reveal that on that day, he saw the red mole on Ning Zhe that was "gone" in Zhiyuan. Zhisen specifically said that he was there the day Zhiyuan was born and noted the red mole on his arm (I think it was on the arm?), but then the next day that red mole was gone. The adults that he told it about either said Zhisen was delusional (lmao) or the mole might be gone after birth.

Do you get what I get here?

Do keep in mind that Zhisen cared about Zhiyuan, so, so much even way back when they were still only brothers.... to the point that his classmate (more like Zhisen's first plaything) said to Zhiyuan in a jealousy, that, unfortunately Zhiyuan was only Zhisen's brother.

Do you get why Zhisen did the paternity test now? (No it's not because Zhisen have crooked thoughts abiut Zhiyuan when they were still brothers)

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Overall this series is just so damn good and is currently my most fave danmei of all time.. the rich subtexts and nuances here really satisfied me.

And this is one of the series that you really have to think about in terms of the deeper meanings behind each action and each word said, because otherwise, you're only gonna get the shallow version of MC and ML (like some of the people here or in the comment sections on the translation site) when they are truly so much more than that. <<less
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Heart Maggot
Heart Maggot
Sep 09, 2024
Status: c45
Genuinely competent writing ruined by the author's own impatience and desire to rewrite their own story. Two 9 ft adonis-like domineering CEOs entangled by their relationship as brothers rediscover their connection after it's revealed that they're not biologically related. Sure, I'm down to see some taboo enemies-to-lovers angst. Unfortunately, despite the set-up there's no angst to be seen. Zhiyuan, even after losing his position as an heir to the Cen family, his identity as a rival to his brother, and discovering the childhood that he could have had with his... more>> bio-parents was one that would have been full of love and affection, recovers almost immediately and holds no resentment towards Zhisen. In fact, after the revelation the author basically rewrites the history of their 27 year long conflict by revealing many of the hidden sweet sentiments that lay buried just beneath the surface of their supposedly hostile relationship. So, besides Zhisen being emotionally indifferent towards Zhiyuan, it really seems like there is no bad blood between them. The fake young master plot also ends up as a complete misfire because the patriarch of the Cen family has a good relationship with Zhiyuan. Except as an excuse for Zhisen to legitimize his s*xual attraction to his brother the paternity test reveal serves no purpose. With no angst, no blackening, no material consequences, the result is really just a boring game of cat and mouse between two men who are physically perfect and capable at whatever they try their hands at. These rich, beautiful, intelligent, 'perfect' males are suitable for boring stallion schlock stories, but the author unfortunately overestimates their ability by combining this tr*shy cliché with incredibly pretentious dialogue. I really couldn't stop myself from laughing when the author really had Zhisen describe s*x as a "shallow desire on a physiological level, easily controllable and not addictive" - this is coming from the guy who took less than month to start looking at his former brother's body with covetous eyes. Also, I don't understand anyone complaining about Zhiyuan. He has every right to make this relationship as painful as possible for Zhisen. Imagine finding out that the one time in your whole life you're able to get one over your rival is by letting them get on top of you. He was Zhiyuan's goal, now Zhiyuan is his hole. Could you stomach that loss? <<less
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magic101
magic101
Jan 24, 2024
Status: c30
As of now, it's pretty interesting with both the MC and the ML being obsessed with each other in different ways. Ngl based what I've seen so far this is one of the most healthy mature relationships I've seen in a while and they haven't even gotten together yet! The MC is still playing a pull and push game with the ML which is actually funny at times bc the ML knows what the MC is doing. Honestly the one thing that may turn people off is the pseudo-insest between... more>> them but if they get over that, it's still a pretty fun novel. To read so far. <<less
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hacques
hacques
Oct 05, 2024
Status: c76
Surprisingly beautiful.

This novel had a mature, elegant air and relatively clean story. The usual Chinese drama elements are there (cunning stepmother, wicked auntie and uncles, etc) but they're only serves as unimportant toppings.

Both protagonists are classy characters, they're using their brain well, not easily baited and they controlled their emotions well.

... more>> I personally had heartbroken a little for Ning Zhiyuan, but not too much because he himself is not letting himself drowned for long.

This novel also brings you around multiple places, Hawaii, Prague, and feels like you're watching them closely, right by their side without corporeal body.

Good novel, thank you translator for presenting us this gem. <<less
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Lesliegolem
Lesliegolem
Sep 10, 2024
Status: c1
This was amazing. It starts sad like quick. I felt so, so, so bad for MC honestly for most of the novel. I love the transition he goes through but deep down I still felt upset on his behalf. Besides most of his family being tr*sh I felt like ML could have been better with how he handled the reveal and everything. But it all works out. It is so, so, so hot. Like butterflies in my lower half hot. I did tear up once or twice as well and... more>> ML really grew on me too. <<less
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Dianille
Dianille
Jun 23, 2024
Status: Completed
Very well written story with melancholic undertone. Like several other reviewers, I don't know what to feel about the ML. Oh don't get me wrong, I rather like the author's decision regarding their relationship.

The one in the wrong were those relatives that always tried to sabotage their relationship since childhood, so I can understand that ML is not the one to blame for the MC's emotional ab*se (?), after all he's still a child at that time and when the two already grown up their attitude were already set.

So yeah,... more>> I understand why MC in the end accept ML's love. I truly do!!!

I just, I just feel unsatisfied somehow. Perhaps it's me holding this imaginary grudge for the perceived slight against the MC. Yeah I know ML is not in the wrong. But the fact that he's tightly connected to MC's pain is so aggravating, like there's this itch that I simply cannot scratch!!!

Sigh, this is why I prefer a romance between someone that never wronged one another even if it's because of misunderstanding.

Well, don't let this review discourage you from reading. Even if this story doesn't make me happy, it's still good 🙂 <<less
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CrIsI
CrIsI
Jun 10, 2024
Status: c66
You know what? I actually love this story.

If you read the description and think this relationship is too controversial you should not read it. I kinda get it, but

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the Main Couple didn't have a really close brotherly relationship, mostly because they rejected each other, one felt constantly abandoned, surrounded by whispers of rejection and the other was too proud to give all his attention to someone who keeps pushing him away, so they gradually drifted apart, keeping only a conflicting husk.

But their minds weren't too different: one was obsessed with the other, hating his own inability to stop searching for the presence of them and trying to distract his loneliness with frivolousness, not unaware of it though; the other seemingly indifferent and with little truly on his mind, alienating his feeling but in the most hidden corner he couldn't get rid of the person, and from time to time acting out of his way to keep in touch.

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I read so many BLs but few of them remain with me and from time to time I feel the need to reminiscence. I feel that this too will be one of those few stories that will grow on me.

Everyone has a different cup of tea, I'm in for mature relationship with realistic male leads, realistic past and background, growing characters and no tragedy. If they're both manly it's even better. This one fills every need.

I love their personalities and their flaws, the way they are not even aware of them at times when they don't understand their own decisions. The complexity, the depth, the uncertianty, the hesitation, the stubborness and surrender.

Not to talk about the hot scenes: they are not overly detailed in regard to body parts or actions but the atmosphere is everything, it's much more stimulating than a mere list of the events, they give us feelings, gasps, and shifting images, at times they linger more, at times we only have the outlines hidden behind a veil, letting imagination fill the gaps.

Previously, in most other works, almost all, I always found these intimate scenes unsatisfying, the lack of lingering feelings in every touch, not describing the kisses, the interlocking of fingers, the caressing, the sweet words and careless laughter and just going for the "main plate" left just a bad taste after the commitment to read the whole jurney of falling in love.

I'm super satisfied with this story.

Might not be to everyones liking, but I must say that the more it goes on the sweeter it tastes, don't get fooled by the initial carelessness, this story ages like wine, a really fine one. <<less
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En-Jay99
En-Jay99
Jun 09, 2024
Status: c78
Mixed feelings.

The relationship is written very well, it heavily focuses on the emotional beats and a gradual deepening of love and mutual affection.

Problem is I don’t actually like either of the main characters. Both brothers are focused on in the story and we have POV from both so hard to say who’s MC and who’s ML. But anyway, the younger one who turns out to be ‘fake’ has the most emotional journey and growth. But do I like him as a character? Nope. Do I like the older brother? Not... more>> really.

The majority of the story is younger bro wondering why big bro loves him and after 40 chaps, I didn’t know either ¯\_ (ツ) _/¯

For a story that delves so deeply in making a romance work, the characters felt shallow to me. My heart broke for the MC and his emotional struggle when the paternity test came out but somehow after the romance started, I started caring less and less because both MCs did nothing but sleep with each other, young bro tried to emotionally manipulate his Ge, older bro just takes the hits, more s*x, the only emotional introspection that existed was whether young bro romantically loves his Ge or not and if his Ge only loves him or not. The younger bro’s actual family made guest appearances. The start up business had a lot of focus but also felt flat. The whole novel starts feeling flat around chapter 50s. <<less
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NicolM
NicolM
Apr 25, 2024
Status: --
Loved this! The guys were interesting and fabulous together (and hot) . I would have liked a smidge more drama and angst but it was a good book nevertheless, surprisingly with quite a bit of depth.
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VkeyPearl
VkeyPearl
Aug 08, 2024
Status: c31
Dropped at chapter 31. Skimmed some of the later chapters, say chapter 40, 50 and 60, and the scenes did not pique my interest at all. This one was just so boring and uneventful.

What makes me laugh is that

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MC finds out his older (ML) is not his biological brother, something the ML investigated after much suspicion and it got revealed one way or another. After that whole scenario, MC just went along with the whole thing and there was very little reaction from him... pffttt. Then, the ML started showing him care and attention, like dude, you have been distant for years. Now, they are almost always together and all that.

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I just find it weird that the author did so much to remove anything that makes them brothers

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like ZY changing his surname from Cen to Ning immediately he found out about his identity. Another thing is that the reveal is prolly a catalyst for them to be able to get together and all that (maybe for the 'we ain't real brothers' effect).

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I also expected him to kinda call his brother and others out for their treatment towards him. Plus, the MC is supposed to be a playboy and we don't really see him much in his element before he and the ML begin their whatever (yea, playboy much).

The only thing I kinda liked was the

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real brother of the ML (Ning Zhe or should I say Cen Zhe). As at chapter 31, he is just cool and not doing too much like revenge for time lost with his real family, fight for asset, and all that. Dude just continued with his job and stays with his Ning fam. Maybe cos they are good parents but there are so many novels where he would begin to show greed especially since his real fam is wealthy.

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MeimeiXgreetsXNiangniang
MeimeiXgreet
Feb 07, 2024
Status: c76
It was surprisingly good. I also didn't expect a lot of explicit content. I thought "Mature" refer to some dark themes, I was wrong.

I do wish for an extra that can show their life in their old age.

9.5/10
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Noonoo11
Noonoo11
Nov 05, 2024
Status: c76
Sexy and sweet story about how the definitions of love can change and evolve.

I saw a lot of people mention a characters indifference but I never really felt that. It’s more a search for an understanding of love unique to them which includes obsession and possession.

I thought it was interesting to see how much they meant to each other knowingly and unknowingly when they were “blood” brothers to being only brothers in name now. Def recommend it I’m glad it remained focussed on the couple and not on the dread... more>> of how other people would see their relationship or find out about it. <<less
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Rauqilita
Rauqilita
May 21, 2024
Status: Completed
This book was really good. It is not a feel good novel, it is a serious novel that tells a love story about two mature adults who are albeit immature. I love the way both main characters are portrayed, the craziness, the vulnerability, the intense chemistry they have with each other.

I even love the fact that they were once brothers, I feel like this adds to their relationship, who they are and their chemistry.

If you are looking to indulge in actual mature romantic feelings through the lenses of fictional characters... more>> then this book is for you. <<less
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