I Became a S*ave to the Man I Abandoned

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Nox, who was falsely accused of treason and on the verge of death, is forced to become the s*ave of the man he had abandoned long ago.

“This is what you are going to do starting today.”

Khalid straightened his body and untied his robe.

The young boy had grown up and was now lusting after him, a s*ave.

Unknowingly, he tried to back away, pulling on the sheet under him. However, Khalid’s firm hand pressed down on his shoulder. Nox stuttered.

“No, this isn’t, this isn’t right…”

“What’s not right?” He whispered lowly.

“This is your sole purpose now.”

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내가 버린 남자의 노예가 되었다
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spicyilitretchicken
New spicyilitret
Jul 24, 2025
Status: --
Actual title- The emperor and duke loved to f*ck with me so much that I wanted to unalive myself.

The plot goes crazyyy.

You will feel happiness initially thinking that wow- the duke and emperor will probably feel soo guilty and feel a sh*t ton of regret. The actual happy ending would be that MC just kill himself. Honestly what the f*ck do you even expect him to live on for anymore? His mom died, his dad is a pe*ophile who also died. His childhood lover turned out to be the biggest... more>> man who*e who is ruled by his dick, and thinks "I should want to hate him" Like the entire time he lets him be tortured by the emperor is- for one reason only.

"I should hate him. I am too weak. How can I still love him?"

HAHAHAHAH and the fact that this continues on for 100 chapters. I would have expected 2 endings. (I am still in the process of reading it but here is my concept of an ending)

1) Shou kills himself. Pretty straightforward no drama, and the book ends with the duke and emperor f*cking a pillow because they both only know how to repeat piston movements with their lower halves. And since they are both subhumans it only makes sense to f*ck a pillow.

2) The MC loses his marbles and goes on a killing rampage and kills every f*cking noble. How can this be done? EASY! So when there is a noble gathering which takes place cuz aristocrats are like that... love their tea parties and shit. So MC can just shut the doors, lock them. Grab a sword. And begin his rampage! And a plus point if he cuts off the throat of the emperor and the duke! After all they deserve it the most~

Then later on... he will be exempted from his crimes. Why? Because the emperor granted him immunity and his dukedom back. So he regained his duke status and rose from his s*ave status.

He can then take whatever money he has, buy a house or a small cottage in the middle of the forest and live there with his cats, drinking away his days of youth.

I cant imagine how a sane individual can even go through this without drugging themselves senseless. The self depreciative feelings MC has towards himself is actually crazy. Like he tries to kill himself and the s*upid f*cking duke, cant let him go so he heals him. LIKE WHAT THE f*ck? Let him die YOU selfish bastard.

All that aside this is fiction, mind the tags, dont read it if you are a kid, and dont take it too seriously. I mean technically you should be bothered a bit if you dont feel any pity for MC. Either you have great mental capacity or you just cant feel anything and might have the slightest chance to be a sociopath. (a joke)

Author did great work, and the translators aswell.

Good book. Would rate it a 5 stars out of 10 s*aves. <<less
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Usagixneko
Usagixneko
Jun 30, 2023
Status: Completed
To be honest, it was more brutal and satisfying than I had ever thought.

It's definitely only for those who likes kinky things, childhood trauma, child ab*se, suicidal thoughts, r*pe, 3p, torture, revenge, and long well-detailed smut scene.

Because, even the MTL was "well-written", original names and complex personalities.

... more>> The first 100 chapter is mostly about s*x and big misundersands, big... HUGE! And it was so frustrating because if they had talked to each other maybe those things wouldn't happened.... Maybe, but there wouldn't be the novel.

So, it made a deep impression on me, and honestly, in my opinion, there is no need for extra chapters.

Everything is completed, and it wasn't a "Happy Ending" but it worth to read, for me. <<less
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Happydays456
Happydays456
Jan 15, 2024
Status: --
First let's start with the good. It has amazing writing and very complex characters. It was just full of twists.

But in my opinion, I disliked the ending. The MCs revenge kept him in hell and although he is so strong it felt like you could see how the MLS had broken him.

so toxic. And hey I love my toxic novels but this was traumatic. The Mls, which I don't even think is the right thing to call them, deserved worse than death which the MC does give. I wish the... more>> MC was at least able to heal or live happily after his revenge. I wish that the MLS died hating themselves (at least they died miserably or lived miserably) and realizing that they did not love MC. It was so horrible. It was heartbreaking.

This was definitely not romance or love and I hated how ML even at the end claimed it was. It felt so frustrating cause it felt like he was digging deeper into the cracks he had put in MCs heart. It didn't feel like a happy ending truely. <<less
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vanaheimr
vanaheimr
Sep 16, 2024
Status: Completed
Before you start reading this novel, please remember that this novel is very hardcore, it includes a lot of tortures.

However I really like the psychological aspect that the novelist tried to convey, even during the r**e scene. During reading this, I always feel like the tension keeps going up through the chapters. It's like riding a roller coaster but it keeps going up slowly and suddenly it crashes down.

The characters:

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Spoiler

Nox: he is smart and noble. However he bear the trauma from his mother. He felt guilty for Khalid and that's why he let Khalid do all those torturous things to him. Once he felt he had paid enough, he is very strong and claim for his retribution.

Khalid: Has been loving Nox since his servant days, however he got misunderstanding and hate Nox because of it. He tried to redeem himself... even though it's too late.

Peltion: Wow I kinda hate this seme. He knows he is wrong but he keeps doing wrong things just because he loves Nox. Regret is not in his dictionary.

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The story:

Spoiler

I think the torture and ab*se keeps going until around... 96 chapters...?

And then they know the truth that Nox actually was the one who gave secret information to put Peltion on the throne. Khalid and Peltion were so shocked. Then Peltion recovered Nox's nobility status. But people kept looking at him disgustingly because the whole aristocracy knew that Nox were Khalid and Peltion's plaything.

Through the last 58 chapters, we will see how Nox try to rise again from the ashes and how he thrive.

There are 10 chapters of side story which I think is not enough!

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The ending:

Spoiler

Peltion r**ed Nox in front of Khalid. After that Khalid killed Peltion under Nox's command. Nox became the next king. Khalid, as a kingslayer, was supposed to be executed but later pardoned, although he was forbidden to bear any descendants. Khalid become Nox's guard dog.

Personally I think the ending is very good. It's bittersweet, as Nox never really recover from the ab**e.

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I really love this novel! <<less
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Ricole
Ricole
Jul 31, 2023
Status: Completed
So I finally finished this story and let me say the torture was too much for me, I couldn't even take it I wished Khalid (ML) die omg I can't even say how much I hated Khalid he was the worst ML ever !but anyway I'm glad MC took his revenge love MC's character 💕🙌 the story was amazing but I didn't like the way MC was tortured too much
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Evesneon
Evesneon
Sep 06, 2023
Status: Completed
Coming out from the last chapter, I can only say my body trembles at this book. (Sorry for upcoming spoilers)

2/3 of the book is lovely. You get the s*x, you get the smut, you get the angst. Then it comes in. They know the whole thing.
The scums regret. And the change in our MC. No longer the crying, useless MC who is submerged under others.

No, this MC rose from the dead (literally), and conquered the world. He got his revenge. He used those who have used him. He got his power. He is no longer weak. My spine chills at such change. It got dark faster than I expected in politics and honestly, I skipped majority of the third part -right to the end.

But it was a real ride, a full blown rollercoaster. None of the soft adolescent face slapping. No, here is the real and raw revenge deal. You get plot, you can betrayal, you get trauma. Definitely going to re-read this again. Maybe a year's time, after I calm myself down
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