He was abandoned by his mother in the guise of buying an ice cream and tell him to just stay and wait for her. He was adamant at first and didn't believe that his mother abandoned him since his mom told him that she loves An'an the most. The one who opened his eyes for the reality he faces is the girl in the same orphanage as him is his female friend Xiao Qiao (Sister Qiao?). She advised him that the one who has a heart to abadoned them are not real and not qualified mother or parents to them. Those who has the heart to take care of them (orphans) and love them should be treated as a real family and parents. This is the reason why he hated waiting because waiting may results to hating the person you want to comebacks. He didn't waste an once of energy to wait the ppl who were not coming back at all.

At seven he was adopted by the Lin's Family who has a son who died while performing his duty in serving their country. He was adopted because of a reason that he is has similarities to their deceased child. He also grew up with his very best friend Jiang Xu.

He is a character that is smart, straightforward, assertive, and take care of the people he acknowledged in his life circle (parents, and Jiang Xu) and anyone who is not considered in his circle was treated by him in politeness with a touch of coldness and indifference. The cause which is why Lin An Lan difficult to capture since he has a high morality and his heart is small and can only take few people. He didn't like not being respect his choices and feelings since he said he also has ideas as a living person additionaly he didn't like being question who is more important and cornering him without seeing what he feels when he/she ask that question and lastly being deceive and lying to him is asking for death.

He is a kind of person who give his all effort to the person he acknowledged. In this aspect it is evident in the scenarios when he take care his best friend Jiang Xu with patience, tolerance, and love and take care of him sincerely as his only friend.

At first I feel like whoa he was quite a Jack Sue? Are you an effin a saint but in the scenes when highlighting his indifference to ML when he didn't give a sh*t abt him I realize that he is not a jack sue since he is quite calm and cruel to other ppl outside his circle. I feel distressed to Cheng Yu in the early chapters.

He was born in a rich family and born as a noble son. When he was young he was attached to his parents but grew up hating and indifferent to his Father and Grandfather. His mom loves his Father but his Father is quite romantic man who hunts and sleeps with beautiful flowers. His Mom Yu got sick and died young because of Cheng Feng (Cheng Yu's Dad) derailment. He grew up watching how his Father came home with the perfumes of women's he sleeps. So he grew up lacking familial love and longing for it. But he didn't came out like his Father and didn't hate the word love because of his parents failed "love" and become a romantic like his dad.

He grew up with sincere and stubborn character, he is persistent to anything and invest his all feelings to Lin AnLan but he didn't dare to confess and love him silently for 9 years. He didn't dare to cross the line and when Lin AnLan stop him he didn't dare to raise a comment. He follows what he said all the time even when they were not yet together he still follow what he says and silently follow An'an back for so many years.

When An'an got amnesia and go to his house asking if his house is where he lives and if he is his boyfriend he grab the opportunity with the thingking that he will accept even if this is just an act to deceive him or the him with amnesia. He just want to give himself a short memory or dream to cherish this given opportunity even if its short. He lied to Lin AnLan to the boyfriend thing but in their short relationship he didn't dare to lie about other things he always tell the truth and give him the truest feeling he had for him.

In the movie they have acted together the blades are sharp and I almost vomit blood for stopping myself for cryin'. it is because of Cheng Yu's role that was worn and like himself which dare to love but did not dare to drag down the people they love and silently and sincerely watch them to be happy.

the confrontation which when Lin AnLan got a clue that cheng yu lied to him about being lovers is quite distressing and sad because of Cheng yu statement which is "are you going to leave me?" Then he said next "i know you won't go back anymore just like them" ahhhh la~

Cheng Yu I rrly want to hug dat taym but im not an'an la :<

but damn I luv himm~

He grew up with Lin AnLan. Selfish and Self-centered kind of guy. He thinks that he is the most has miserable life in the whole world of the story.

He is hostile to Cheng Yu. Then he wish he is miserable too when he learns that they have the same father. He wish to ruined him and be desperate as him. Jiang Xu mother abandoned him when he was in highschool because his mom new man didn't want a her child to follow and raise him. So, Jiang Xu thinks that he is the most desperate and miserable in the whole world. He promised to Lin AnLan that he will not tell to Cheng Yu that he is the child of his Father in exchange that he will ignore Cheng Yu. Jiang Xu knows that Cheng Yu likes Lin AnLan and didn't dare to make a step to hurt Lin AnLan so he dare to plan despicable things to Cheng Yu.

at first I think he is quite their stepping stone or the cannon fodder slash villain of the story because I found him pitiful to what he experience but the result is I quite hated him and he is not that pitiable and worth of sympathy since he dare to take choices and promises on his own then don't dare to blame it to other ppl. He is quite shameless on the other side *sigh but I'm the same as Lin AnLan I wish he finally reflect on what he do wrong and finally live a fulfilling happy life.

Announced their lovers status and marriage to the weibo. Join the variety show that has topic for dating. Adopted the child of Cheng Xiao (Cheng Yu's Grandfather) sister grandson. Cheng Xiao sister died and her daughter didn't have time to take care of her grandson because she has her own family to take care of. While her son didn't want to take care his own child because he was busy chasing his new foreigner lover. Cheng Xiao decided to pick up the child for Cheng Yu and Lin AnLan to take care of. They name the child as Cheng Lin with a nickname "Xiao Lin". When Cheng Lin grew up as 3 year old child they adopted a big brother for Cheng Lin which was later name as Lin Cheng with a nickname as "Xiao Qi". Cheng Lin is extrovert and bubbly while Lin Cheng is introvert and like to read books as Lin AnLan.

Start the extra story when Cheng Yu was young and wanted to have a younger brother. So he bother his mother because he wants to have a younger brother. After that they've gone to the orphanage and the Little Cheng Yu and Little Lin AnLan met and got attracted to each other and want to be stick with each other all the time. They become bamboo horses (childhood sweetheart).

• • Cheng Feng was in crematorium for 10 years and begging for forgiveness and chasing Mom Yu.

• • Mom Yu decided to have a second child for the continuation of the bloodline of the Cheng Family and be the son of Cheng Yu and Lin AnLan.

The rest if Cheng Feng and Mom Yu is reconciled is according to fate.

Highschool Setting

Lin AnLan have been dreaming and his dream is connected to his classmate Cheng Yu. Which is his lover according to what he dream.

Because of dream he saves his Mom Lin and they become thankful for the help of Cheng Yu that given to them. Cheng Yu become close to the Lin Family. He also lives in the Lin Family House and he sleeps in Lin AnLan room.

da rest? You read them... It was wonderful so read. it. now!!!

Despite the main lie that they've been dating for a week, the ML is pretty much honest with the MC about everything of their past. Cheng Yu (ML) makes it clear to Lin AnLan (MC) that even though he liked Lin AnLan for a long time, they were never close because Lin AnLan's best friend didn't like him, so he obeyed his best friend and kept his distance from Cheng Yu. He also explains that he was always the one who ran after Lin AnLan, even though everyone around him told him to give up. Because of his sincerity, Cheng Yu gets a lot of sympathy from Lia AnLan, who wants to make up for the times he was so cruel to Cheng Yu.

While they were watching a movie, a s*x scene appeared, and Lin AnLan asked Cheng Yu if they had ever done anything like this before, which he denied. He asked Cheng Yu if he wanted to try it, which he denied again, despite much insistence from Lin AnLan. Cheng Yu is honest and says he's afraid MC will regret and be unhappy about it when his memory comes back. Lin AnLan then decides that he wants to go back to his own house (he is living together with ML) so that his memories return faster and so that Cheng Yu can do anything he wants with him without worrying. Of course, Cheng Yu panics when he sees that Lin AnLan wants to leave him, but manages to convince him to stay, and so the two have s*x after Lin AnLan asks again.

I still can't imagine how Lin AnLan will react when he regains his memories. Before the loss of his memories, he never hated Cheng Yu, but Lin AnLan definitely didn't give a damn about him, as he had no problem keeping his distance just because his best friend asked him to, and didn't care about how Cheng Yu felt either. But the present Li AnLan admitted that even though he was initially suspicious of Cheng Yu, now he loved him. Lin AnLan's agent warned him that he might regret his actions in the future when his memory returns, but Lin AnLan responded by saying that this is something he doesn't worry about, as his present self is content and happy with his actions.

chapter 100. I jumped straight to that chapter & didnt feel like missing anything

Chapter 55 - I'm dead from laughing hahahaha. The way Jiang Xu doesn't know anything but thinks he does and they way Lin An Lan just went along with him thinking that its all just a bad script written and acted out by Jiang Xu is so hilarious.

Chapter 66 - At this point I'm so worried for Cheng Yu. I really hope that when the time comes where Lin An Lan remembers his past it wouldn't be so angst and drama. Otherwise Cheng Yu will definitely suffer a lot from it...

Chapter 92 - I'm lighting a candle for Cheng Yu praying that everything will go well for him in the upcoming chapters :")

Chapter 95 - Everytime Cheng Yu says that he won't regret it, I believe in him. But just because he won't regret it doesn't mean it wouldn't hurt after Lin An Lan regains his memory and finds out that Cheng Yu had lied to him 😭😭😭

Chapter 115 - I am happy :>

Chapter 152 - Cheng Yu is a gem. A BIG BABY! I just want to swaddle him with all the love and kindness in the world so that he is happy forever 🥹

Chapter 157 - I think Lin An Lan is really someone amazing. When he doesn't like a person, he can be really cold but when he really loves someone, he really loves with everything he has. For that, I'm thankful because Cheng Yu deserves that love, even though he lied at the very start. (Which I feel is totally understandable in his case 🥺

He's really not bad! (I know this because I took a peak of the MTL version about the revelation chapters. Lol. I can't help it. And so much relieved knowing he's not a Bad guy and really deserve ML's Unconditional Love and Endless Affection!

Like I get that Li Anlan's character is this stubborn and uptight person who gives ppl no second chance. JX's 'mistake' is basically this:

1. JX met up with his illegitimate father despite reassuring LAL not to because the guy has his legitimate family. Mind you, JX's mother already left him and he has no one. And his best friend tells him to never connect w his father bec it's wrong. Indeed JX has a shitty father but can u blame a kid in a broken family wanting familial affections? While LAL was indeed abandoned and an orphan, he still grew up in a loving home.