"The previous Aine would definitely participate in the talk to stir up disturbance, however my Japanese soul with a peaceful mind that knows not to disrupt the winds, decided to just shut up and eat my breakfast. This bread is really delicious... "

It's always forgiveness, forgiveness.

he doesn't even realise his so called forgiveness is a s*upid choice to make, he places the blame on himself, yeah that sounds self sacrificing, But his self sacrificed by blaming for his own r*pe, like, seriously, r*pe. ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEE.

Anyways, it's not the worst thing in the world, there are many BL's like this out there, with the whole, It's not r*pe if it feels good thing.

Honestly at one point, when he was r*ped, the author properly pointed out that it was a bad thing but then it just went back full circle and apparently, all the same sh*t that happened after it wasn't the same, WHEN IT WAS EXACTLY THE SAME.

also be warned this novel contains threesomes so if you are not a big fan of that you may not enjoy it, but in my opinion I believe you should still give it a chance, also towards the beginning it may not seem like it will contain that much smut but it definitely will towards the later chapters. The Seme Reichel may seem a little unlikable at first but he definitely changes.

Which apparently, he seemed to have forgotten and had to depend on Crash to relearn even the basics... This is what a young Japanese man, who I presume is old enough to pay taxes and drink shochu, is supposed to be like?

Yuan; Immature, h**ny, naive, tagged a yandere but really he's just a big baby without his bib, rapist, no self-control, you wonder why he even became general in the first place and temperamental. Literally all over the place! It's sad, it makes me sad, even more when he could have the potential of being a really good yandere. But no. He's just a big baby, a big baby you can legally imprison and I hope he does! Leichel; So far, he's a great guy. Why yes, he is protrayed as and is a cruel, strict, demeaning and otherwise tyrannical at some parts person but believe me when I say I saw the Lord God himself whenever he appeared. He's the light in this otherwise pit of boiled frogs. You'll really love and cherish him, I can see that he too, would become silly later on, and that is tragic. Everyone, please cherish this man. He's the only sane person in this demented world. King; Absolute crack headed man-child, good-for-nothing father, why is he even here, might as well be a wallflower, bet he's going to have immoral intentions, probably my second favorite to Leichel if he had just stayed quiet and not unlock the emo child title. Carl; Loved him in the beginning, still loving him, melon eating assistant, I hope he still has his braincells. Crash; I want him to be Aine's father figure but he might turn too s*upid, good thing he isn't always around Aine, really should do his job better as a shadow guard but since Aine is a big brainholed idiot I say he is very capable, and knows he is just dealing with a mary sue backwards moral person who acts like a damn saint with the excuse of being asian.

I also hated how there was the almost-r*pe victim MC blaming themselves for their brother trying to r*pe him and trying to apologise to said brother.

Also what's with the illogical love of the family that the original MC hated (before memories), you don't suddenly love "family" that you were fighting just because you get memories of a peaceful life! At most it's indifference with the amount of interaction between the family (almost none).

And the plot holes! So many plot holes! So much that by planting carrots in each hole, you'll have enough to feed the kingdom for 3 years! (Okay, I'm exaggerating, probably only a year)