If Regret Keeps Us Alive

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Driel Stein, the Lord of Arhon.

The unfortunate fact that he did not love his wife, Lune Hellid, was well-known to most.

“To all the gods I swear; I will never love someone like you. Rather than spending the rest of my life with you, I would rather die on the battlefield.”

Lune, having heard insults from her husband on the day of their wedding, became the world’s most miserable wife, but she did not resent Driel.

Instead, she understood Driel.

“I’ve begged you countless times to not choose me as your husband. Now that you’ve ruined me, how do you feel?”

It was because Lune Hellid had ruined Driel Stein’s life.

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After three years, the husband who left for the battlefield like he was committing su*cide has returned.

To seek forgiveness for her mistakes, Lune decided to get a divorce immediately.

But her husband was acting strangely.

“I’m not going to divorce you even if I die. So you should also give up.”

Not only did he refuse the divorce, he even extended a helping hand to Lune.

“Lune. The Driel that whined that you ruined his life was reborn on the battlefield.”

What exactly happened to Driel at the northern battlefield?

“Lady Hellid, there are reanimated corpses attacking the village!”

Furthermore, as soon as the war in the north ended, a strange incident occurred in the territory.

Will they be able to overcome the crisis?

Will they be able to live in the present without dwelling on the regrets of the past?

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후회가 우리를 살게 한다면
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Kakipii13
Kakipii13 rated it
May 4, 2024
Status: c10
Only 10 chapters in, but it's already getting 5/5 because I'm hooked.

The synopsis suggests your average rofan regretful male lead kind of plot, but it isn't. There's strong themes of fighting monsters and saving the world from evil. Most importantly, the ML isn't a s*umbag!

ML was just immature and was forced into not just a marriage but into a position and lifestyle that he didn't want, so in his anger said some really terrible things. Now that he's learned some vague plot things/gotten PTSD from the war, he's grown up... more>> and realizes that he was a jerkass. When he returned he immediately tried to have a conversation with the MC about their relationship instead of just assuming that she would forgive him if he started acting nice (though she stopped that from happening, she's not in a good place emotionally). An ML who rejected the MC but regrets it and actually deserves to be redeemed? Thought it would never happen, but here it is.

MC is a good female lead, being emotionally vulnerable while also not being useless or naive. She immediately realizes that the ML no longer hates her when he returns, but her own guilt and trauma are what prevent them from reconciling (and make the relationship drama plot continue on). So far, there's a strong emotional line focused on trauma in both the MC and ML and how they're dealing (or not dealing) with it, and there's promises of healing once they start being able to communicate with each other. I'm looking forward to more. <<less
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cielcious
cielcious rated it
December 2, 2024
Status: c63
In my opinion this could be a tragic but healing story at the same time.

I agree with the previous review, the ML isn't your ordinary jerk male lead that started groveling and regretting what he did. ML was just an immature brat, thinking that FL prevent him for being 'free' despite knowing what he wants and when he started to experiencing everything, it hits him.

He matured and then the regret arc begins. I mean, he could be as shameless as the synopsis shows, but still he's not the kind of... more>> ML that doesn't deserve forgiveness. What he did, what he said was harsh, but you'll know that what he said back then just because of his immature side.

On the other hand the FL, she experienced many things to protect everything she holds dear and at some point she had this feeling of 'not to forgive herself because everything is her fault'. This is actually also because of what the s*upid ML said at the start of the story. This is what I mean by healing, the character development can be seen clearly. ML trying everything to make their relationship better, while the FL is trying to match his pace. She's trying to let her burden go and tried to lean on ML.

While reading this I felt sad and also happy for their progress. Well you could also see the ML s*upidity in a few scene that almost made them back to square one, but it's just because he cares a lot about FL. It's about secret and communication thingy.

This is my first writing a review this long, sorry if I may be ambiguous in a few sentences. It's just because I can't actually write a review 😭

Anyway, try to read this story and you'll be hook. The storyline, translation, character development are great and worth to stay for until the ending. Thank you for reading 🤍 <<less
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Ramalo
Ramalo rated it
March 24, 2025
Status: c70
5 stars

I have finished reading the available chapters some time ago but I keep thinking of it and coming back

unfortunately no new updates until now

... more>> the story is amazing fantasy wise I extremely liked the world and the concepts of spirits and mortal Gods

I like the bit of mystery there since we haven't uncovered a lot

and I like the leads, although a bit frustrating and a part of me wished the can have a hugeee fight where they shout whatever they have in their hearts without sugarcoating, I like their slow and steady

they feel like real people and I miss them, I hope the story updates soon <<less
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