I don't know how to express the emotion I am feeling right 😞.

I usually don't read novel where the MC dies, so I was like lets just read this novel as if someone was pulling a string in my heart. But this really broke my heart, till I read the extra chapter I was feeling suffocated then I thought it's ok it fictional story but the 9th chapter really broke my heart forever.

This novel has taken a permanent place in my soul. 🙁

I know the whole story, what was gonna happen, and what I was getting myself into, but I still allowed it to slowly burrow into my heart. By then, it was already shattered when I realized this was far too much for me.

In another dimension, I see them eating dumplings together.

This novel was able to make me think about what life really is, if what I'm currently doing is really right, if I'm truly living and not surviving. Time passes very quickly, so quickly that sometimes it can be too late to do or experience what you want. I want to change and be truly happy in this short life, I want to free myself and fly like a bird in the sky, enjoying your freedom and simply living to the fullest without worrying about the afterthoughts.

I don't regret every... more>> second I read this novel, it will always be remembered by me and will be part of my heart. I felt so many complex feelings reading this work, I was completely torn apart and desolate, but I certainly don't regret every word I read and every tear that fell from my eyes.

Thank you to the author for doing something so extraordinary and thank you to whoever translated it for the great work. I hope you have a prosperous, healthy and happy life!✨💚 <<less

Not even an extra of an alternate universe 😭

Highly recommend to read, I'm already sobbing around the 3rd upload and couldn't breathe by the time I've finished the extra as well.

If you're discouraged to read because of how tragic it sounds, please don't let it stop you from reading it. It's a beautiful peace

Read it on 11pm and my eyes gonna be swollen like ball in the morning. I like actually how this novel doesn't have extra (like happy ending version) . Sometimes thing just happened, and we need to let go.

This is a very good unrequited love. One of the best I ever read. The emotion is really gripping and tore my heart apart (⁠ノ⁠ಠ⁠益⁠ಠ⁠) ⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ but I love it. I'm gonna checkout other novel from this author. you got me hook up with your writing style. Rarely I read a emotional... more>> bl novel like this.

Damn, felt like myself. Bcoz on my school life back then, I have crush on a boy for 3 years!. Then I contact him and be friends anonymously. Long run, actually he also know my real identity already but we never talk face to face hahaha. Then I confess and was friendzone... huhu so I decided to stop contacting him. However I spend another 2 years crushing on him until I was 17 years.. but bcoz of the rejection, I just need time to let go of my first love obsession.. I just taking my time.. And after go to university finally I got over it. But yeah, I had become afraid of loving someone. Rejected felt like sh*t. That all. But crushing on someone felt like hanging on rope not knowing when the end of this rope. Better confessed so u don't have to waste all your life on useless thing. <<less

In any case, it's a beautiful story. It's sad, but not the one that makes me cry over it. I love the fact that no characters to blame here. Most story I read usually have that kind of character, which really piss me off. This one has peaceful vibe. Good story to read after reading the other angst story that makes me cry in the morning. It's short too, another plus, the perfect amount of enough.

To be honest, if I wasn't distracted by my family around me then I'm sure I would be bawling my eyes right now.

This story is a masterpiece at breaking my heart and do you know what's the worst and saddest part of it all? Is that...