Unlike some or most stories involved with the theme of child-bearing in BL, this as well as a small few were able to do it with satisfaction. One, the child isn't just some decoration in the story for you to awe and coo at. Second, the two are genuinely concerned and centered around the child and it never feels as though the kid is just some accessory for the two protagonists to get together. Third, the child, among the other characters, is just as well written. The translator and author are certainly a beautiful duo for being able to convey such a vivid description of the child's woes and joys.

Like Song Ran, I can see myself in that child and although our circumstances were similar and unlike the MC, I don't think I could ever provide the child the affection he needed, it makes me so glad and happy that they tackled the problem at the root and are working to give the child a proper home and love for years to come. I would never want to see him turn like me and neither does Song Ran.

The relationships in this story is very diverse and so is it's portrayal of different persons. You can't say one of them is wrong without thinking deeply of their own reasons for their actions. I also love how they tackled LGBTQ and also give clarification on our characters orientation. Song Ran is gay, He Zhiquang is bis**ual, Carl Kraus is gay, Li Jun and her wife are lesbians, Li Hua and Dr. Zhen are our token straights. It's so so so so refreshing from the innumerable opaque unclear pictures that BL traditionally portrays and I am happy to see more of this.

Currently, we are now introduced to three new characters: Li Jun, her girlfriend (wife?) and their daughter, Ashley. Here we find the origins of Bubu and his biological mother. It's explained in the recent chapters I have read but, basically the reason why they didn't just go to a s*erm bank was because Li Jun's lover is very religious, believing that bringing life to world has to be done through the traditional way. While I agree with the comments going on about how dumb the two were for this decision, I don't particularly blame them. The woman was raised in a religious background and even though she is out of the closet, she still follows those customs which doesn't surprise me why she wanted to do it the more troublesome route.

I could explain some more, but this will just turn into an essay. I'm not defending her and Li Jun's actions, but I can't hate them so suddenly just because of this, how could I hate these two people when they willingly faced it together, through hardship and in sickness, they willingly splurged their money for Ashley. Heck, they didn't hesitate, admitted their crime, and asked for help from He Zhiquang to raise Bubu when they must have known they could never get him back after. They made a mistake and they willingly paid the price for it, that is highly admirable all on its own.