Summary:

MC is a college freshman who starts living with ML when he enters college. ML is 11 years older, an airline pilot, and MC's former next-door neighbor (to clarify, they lived next to each other when they were kids, and their parents still live next door to each other, ML has moved out though that's why he's a former next-door neighbor)

MC had a crush on ML for a while, and confessed 3 years ago, but got rejected. While living together, MC confesses a second time and this time ML accepts and they start a relationship. The trouble is, MC is pretty innocent (conservative?) while ML is pretty pe*verted, so this novel deals with MC entering the world of s*xual relationships while struggling with his feelings because he wants to date and marry ML while ML didn't give any indication that it's anything other than a s*xual relationship.

Story Review:

The MC is so frustrating at times, I'm normally pretty patient when it comes to characters who don't communicate, but the MC is really too much. 90% of the story could be resolved if the MC just opened his mouth and talked to the ML instead of crying and overthinking by himself. Thankfully he's not completely brainless, his thought process actually does have logic, I think MC is just young and inexperienced about the world.

ML is also at fault, he needs to have more recognition to the kind of relationship he's in and talk to the MC instead of thinking with his dick.

Smut Review:

Because ML is a bit of a pe*vert there's a lot of different scenarios in this novel - dirty talk, role-playing, car s*x. MC is really innocent so you get the feeling of ML corrupting the MC.

-1 star because there's a scene that's just r*pe... (avoid chapter 53/54)