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There’re Always Paranoid Thoughts to Monopolize Me
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71 Chapters + 21 Extras (completed)
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In her previous life, Qin Ke’s sister was married to the eldest son of the Huo family, Huo Zhonglou. However, upon discovering his disfigurement, she fled on the wedding night.

Qin Ke was deceived by her foster parents into marrying Huo Zhonglou as a substitute.

Later, she was like a beauty hidden in the golden house by him, schemed against by her sister into becoming disabled, and could not escape from that man until her death.

Returning to the age of 16, she is determined to rewrite her destiny.

Qin Ke changed her high school preference and entered Qiande High School, but she met Huo Jun there.

Huo Jun has a paranoid personality, unpredictable mood, and everyone in Qiande High School is afraid of him, except for Qin Ke. In her previous life, she had seen his most ferocious side, risking his life to save her.

Huo Jun is indifferent to everyone, but he is extremely tolerant and doting towards Qin Ke. Qin Ke decides to reluctantly accept him.

Qin Ke: “Let’s set three rules.”

Huo Jun: “You say.”

Qin Ke: “No madness, no fierceness, no hooliganism.”

Huo Jun l**ked the corner of his mouth and laughed in a hoarse voice.

“Okay.”

Huo Jun began to behave.

The whole school was shocked, and Qin Ke was very satisfied.

Until she suddenly discovered that Huo Jun was Huo Zhonglou before his disfigurement.

Qin Ke was scared and ran away.

Huo Jun pulled her back, blocked her in the small woods in the school, and laughed in a paranoid and desperate manner—

“I’ve changed like this, and you still don’t like me?”

“No…”

“What else do you want?”

“…” Qin Ke was quiet for two seconds, carefully raised a finger tip, “Add one more.”

“Add what.”

“Don’t… don’t play ‘beauty hidden in the golden house’ with me in the future?”

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In her previous life, Qin Ke was like a blank sheet of paper. She had never had a first love and was “married” into the Huo family. All her little tempers and habits were pampered by Huo Zhonglou. Every inch of her was according to his wishes. In this life, those details are deeply ingrained and unchanged, even if only remnants remain, they hook Huo Jun to death.

Later, Huo Jun loved her to the extreme and asked through gritted teeth, “Who else have you been with before me?”

Qin Ke watched him go crazy, and only laughed in his ear, “…guess?”

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總有偏執狂想獨佔我
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09/26/24 Hiraeth Translations extra 21
09/26/24 Hiraeth Translations extra 20 part2
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Review
11 Reviews


Pristine Xia
Pristine Xia
Jun 26, 2024
Status: Completed
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Whoa, it's pretty intense, especially near the ending and the extra chapters. I have a fun time binge-reading this. The extra chapters are quite long too and no less thrilling, especially when Qin Ke continued her study abroad haha.

A little note for one of the supporting characters, Qi Tian: before the time skip, when the show recording was finished, she had a change of heart and decided to shield Qin Ke. But after years passed and with no contact, she turned to her old self again. I feel like there could be more potential exploring interactions with characters from the show recording arc. The ones who are on Qin Ke's side don't even appear again in the future iirc. But overall, I still enjoy this story. The extra chapters are most delightful.

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Eeria
Eeria
Aug 15, 2024
Status: Completed
It’s a short dream novel for anyone liking high-school love with a yandere ML. It’s quite fluffy and easy to read. Don’t expect anything too deep.
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Bbnanafolin
Bbnanafolin
Jan 30, 2025
Status: c40.2
Don't waste your time, it's not worth it. ML is crazy (literally) and FL is s*upid, nothing makes sense. He fell madly in love with her just because he saw her dance while crying (????). The girl is a Mary Sue type, she will always be the most beautiful, the most intelligent, the most talented and bla bla bla. Everyone is conspiring against her and she doesn't need to do anything because others will solve the problems for her.

It's exhausting reading about a girl who everything and everyone revolves around... more>> her and she can do a simple thing like fart and everyone will be like, "that's amazing, I've never heard a fart sound like that before!" "Did you smell that? That's something extraordinary!!" (I say this just to show how boring and ridiculous this is).

About ml, from what I read he already tried to kill two guys, almost pierced one's neck with a piece of glass and tried to push another through the roof. And the funniest thing is that he isn't held responsible for any of these attempted mu*ders and there seem to be no adults in this shitty novel since they are useless.

Once again I recommend that you don't waste time reading something like this. <<less
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Uninspiredfae
Uninspiredfa
Jan 28, 2025
Status: c1 part1
It's pretty much a mindless teenage drama where the ML is inexplicably obsessed and possessive. To quote ML "... I like you... one look at you and I want to sleep with you".

It gets infuriating that MC doesn't argue or defend herself and just let people walk all over her because she takes the "arguing doesn't solve anything" stance. Her friend and ML do most of the clap backs for her, but they come off weak unless ML uses his fists. She also doesn't explain herself when ML misunderstands because... more>> "she has no room for explanation". Like girl, you didn't even try lol... this does change later in the story and she tries her best to clear up misunderstandings. However, there are few misunderstandings because ML is extremely faithful to where he will not believe anything anyone else has to say about MC even if MC herself is confused. ML is also extremely sticky to MC and they're very cute. He's still sticky and caring even if he's mad. <<less
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Bookworm_Sueweetie
Bookworm_Sue
Oct 01, 2024
Status: Completed
I enjoyed this despite the cliche storyline with Calm FL X Crazily Obsessed ML. This was fluffy and cute in most chapters (however, sometimes ML ruined moment due to possessiveness lol). They able work up their relationship, trust each other and with FL accepting ML's flaws.

For insight, FL (Qin Ke) was regressed 10 yrs before she died. In previous life, she was schemed by her adopted family and later replaced her adopted sister by becoming stand-in bride of obsessive Huo Zhonglou.

In this present life, she able to prevent bad incidents... more>> and discovered some secrets especially about ML.

Spoiler

- ML (Huo Jun) is also Huo Zhonglou. In past life, he saved FL in fire leading to him getting scarred. ML was so obsessed and yandere with FL. He didn't care about his life in both lifetimes.

They both lacked communication in first life. ML also planned to marry the sister to avenge her, but when she became stand-in... it triggered his restrained crazy emotions making her like lifeless doll in his cage

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For some issues and cons,

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- ML is a red flag (with anger management and being ticking bomb that will explode due to jealousy) and most of time childishly brutal who always used fist before thinking. He able to try controlling it and even sought professional help for some issues but didn't work.

- ML was overthinker and callous in his actions. The scene from extra chapters (after FL coming abroad) was overdramatic lol. It's good that FL trusted him bc he outdid his actions most of the time.

- The entertainment arc was unnecessary. It was plain boring. I can feel the author's lack of enthusiasm on 2nd mission (rushed)

- FL was smart, hard worker and already had life plan ahead after rebirth... but kinda have mixed feelings on her decisions always based on ML's clinginess like transferring schools. Her decision deemed practical with good opportunity as scholar of Huo family and able to study in capital... but kinda sad bc she always prioritize ML to make decision. However, the author redeemed this when FL left to study abroad lol

- Last extra chapter was unnecessary about their kid's future. It's icky bc he literally liked his cousin (despite Teacher Hou being adopted, but still it's icky)

- some villains and most supporting characters felt lacked depth (except Teacher Huo)

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Jiiemm
Jiiemm
Feb 13, 2025
Status: Completed
I liked this story, but somehow the last extra chapter made me suddenly feel tired :')

Theclimax of the conflict to me seemed 'out of place' 😔

That extra really ruined the 'crazy' ML character that I liked, just because of those two chapters made me hate her a little bit, like the author ruined the character herself 😭😭

But back again, look at the title, from this title it is already clear that this story is obsessive, dark, and the ML character is crazy! It's crazy, but I really like it... more>> 😭🙏 I like the Yandere character where ML can really only love one girl. His own life is not even worth it for the sake of that girl, it's really dark, absurd, crazy, but I think such characters are real for our imaginary world 🥹🥹

And the plus point for this story is that FL is not a weak white lotus type who is easily misunderstood and so on. She's quite strong, and to some extent she can really ‘handle’ ML's character.

I really liked this story, but it's definitely far from perfect. But plus points for the author's very poetic narration. <<less
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sunrisespooky
sunrisespook
Jan 13, 2025
Status: Completed
Not the best, nor the worst one...

I just love this type of genre lol, the fierce-possessive-bad worf with a cunning-smart-rabbit, hahahha

Plot wise, it's decent. There are many plot holes, and the author made this story as short as possible so every details not detailed enough, like why does the FL suddenly moved into the villa or why did she move to another city? I feel like sometimes there are lot of BIG JUMPS in the storyline, but it's still okay tho.

The 1 thing I seek into reading this story is... more>> the dynamic love story between the main characters, and I can say it's satisfied enough through this story.

Give this story a chance guys!! <<less
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liappletree
liappletree
Dec 23, 2024
Status: Completed
8/10 I think the hate most readers feel about this book is about the ML being psycho but honestly the way he obsessed over her and will do anything for her is cute to me. I think he is much better than other ML in other obsessive book, like he always respects her and never force her. Also it is refreshing to see FL embrace his personality not like other book where they cry and run away and 2nd/3rd/4th ML will come or what. This book is very sweet and... more>> fluffy I enjoy even though I did judge it at first and was quite sceptical. <<less
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vra_9096
vra_9096
Dec 12, 2024
Status: Completed
I feel sorry for the FL because, even after her rebirth, she seems to have no chance of escaping the ML. I don't understand why she continues to give him chances, even though she knows he's the same person as in their first life. He's obsessed and pe*verted, and in both lifetimes, his behaviour was more about lusting after her body than anything else.... more>>
Spoiler

In first life, when she was already suffering from depression after her accident, which resulted in the loss of her legs, he r*ped her out of jealousy.

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ML's actions seem more driven by his obsession with her physical appearance than any genuine care for her as a person. If he really cared for her he wouldn't have treated her the way he did in his first life good that fire took her life. The ML has no redeeming points in both the lifetime, the extras were unnecessary, just because he saved her life but then he also ruined her life it was more like master, s*ave. <<less
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Yeehaw
Yeehaw
Oct 05, 2024
Status: Completed
WARNING: At the end of some chapters, there are ads of uncensored p*rn. Not just a scantily clad woman, but fully undressed men and women having interc**rse!! Beware if you’re in public or underage.

The story itself is okay. The dynamic between MC and ML was interesting enough that I kept reading, and I did tear up near what I would consider the climax. Beyond that, the arcs of the book do not transition smoothly, jumping from one location to the next quite quickly. I would say this is an okay... more>> read to pass the time, but I will probably forget about it by next week. <<less
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moonlight22335544
moonlight223
Aug 27, 2024
Status: c55
DNF

Started off alright, it is a cliche novel with an obsessed male lead and Mary Sue female lead. I liked that the female lead was strong, she didn't just take things without a fight and allow the male lead to act however he liked. However, it is quite a typical novel, nothing very special and I eventually got bored as it doesn't have much to offer. I haven't finished it so I can't say much about anything else, but if you just want a quick read to pass the time,... more>> it's okay and still better than some other cliche books. <<less
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