I finished this with a knot in my stomach. At first, I didn’t even know if I liked the story, it just felt so bleak and brutal. But that’s exactly what makes it unforgettable. Konohara doesn’t just write about love or survival—she dives into all the uncomfortable spaces in between: guilt, obsession, powerlessness, and the ugly parts of being human.

The world is empty and hopeless, and yet somehow these fragile, complicated characters keep stumbling forward. I still don’t fully understand Ryousuke’s feelings, or Tamura’s choices, but maybe that’s the point—there’s... more>> no easy morality here, just people trying (and failing) to cope.

It’s not for the faint of heart, and it’s definitely not “typical BL, ” but that’s what makes it feel so real. Even the “happy” moments come with a bitter aftertaste. <<less