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Empress Dowager Yi An finally achieved great success in this life, her son became the emperor.

She had a bad fortune in the first half of her life but she was favored by the former Emperor for the second half of her life.

In this situation she should be happy however there was one problem, a tired heart.

If one may ask, who is not tired in this deep palace?

When she woke up, she went back to her fifteen-year-old self, and was still a ‘thin horse’.

When she was sent to the capital as a tool for connection, thus the story began…

Note : ‘thin horse’ [shòu mǎ 瘦马] – was a term used to denote girls reared specifically for the purpose of supplying Yangzhou City’s [Jiangsu Province] market in concubines.

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Feng Xing (Alternate Story)
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The Job of an Imperial Concubine (4)
Jin Wang Dotes on His Concubine (2)
Counterattack of the Cannon Fodder Chambermaid (2)
Chang’an’s First Beauty (2)
Consort Shu (2)
Successor Empress (1)
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  1. my favorite Chinese historical romance novels
  2. Favorite Strong FL (straight romance)
  3. Historical story
  4. CHINESE HISTORICAL ROMANCE 2
  5. Entertaining novels with FL. Part 6

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03/09/25 wangsejabin translation c130
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19 Reviews


kermille07
kermille07
Mar 30, 2020
Status: Completed
Hi Translator here ~

I've completed reading (MTL-ed) this book and this is one of my favorite works of Mask Feast along with Jin Wang Dotes on his Concubine, .

This is not a story of revenge. Pan Er will not really go on that so bloody path (not so bloody XD). This novel is actually more of realizing what she missed on her past life. There will be some changes with her relationship with the people around her. And of course because of her changes some events in her life will... more>> undoubtedly change too (butterfly effect). Will she be Empress Dowager Yi An again? (¬‿¬) Stay tuned! Hehe

If you like palace drama, historical plot, then please try to read this.

This is my first time translating and I'm not a professional. I don't speak Chinese and English is not my first language.

I just want to share some good novels and alleviate the pain of reading MTL. (~˘▾˘) ~ Please give it a try~ (Shameless plugging) (ᵔᴥᵔ) <<less
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marchmallow
marchmallow
May 19, 2020
Status: Completed
Edit: I decided to add a few more things.

This is a mature and light-hearted read about a crown prince and his favorite concubine. It's eight parts slice of life and two parts political intrigue.

I have to say that, for the time period they're in, the story is very realistic, and the thoughts and actions of both leads are very much in line with the ancient era. That is, they're both people born and raised in ancient times and are bound to follow ancient rules. So, if you can't stomach the... more>> ML touching plenty of women, this ain't for you.

I know there are a million c-novels out there similarly set in ancient China where the MLs are loyal virg*n princes. That's part of the reason why it's labeled fiction. But this one is a harem where the ML practices polygamy (don't drop this novel yet just based on this), and realistically so. Especially since the ML is an orthodox and perfectly healthy crown prince. There is literally nothing holding him back from sleeping with his wives.

He is very disciplined and responsible, albeit a little cold and aloof towards certain things. BUT, he isn't forceful or domineering, and he knows his faults and reflects on his mistakes. He's the crown prince, and just based on this title, his innate arrogance and his noble bearing are within expectations. However, towards his other women, he actually feels a bit of sympathy, which is extremely rare for MLs of this genre, especially for an imperial prince. Not all of his women are evil, and they are very human with valid feelings.

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Mid-way through, we find out he's been sexually unfaithful as he's imp**gnated two other women despite claiming to only love the FL. But his reasoning for this is that, he knows that women in the harem don't have it easy, and that having children, especially sons, give them some kind of insurance. Although, if thinking with a modern mindset, this logic seems a bit skewed and morally ambiguous... but he just genuinely wants a harmonious inner court. And since he knows in his heart that he only loves the FL, he figures that giving them children will make them less lonely once they're older.

He is actually sympathetic towards his other women despite not loving them.

Towards Pan'er, we could say he definitely wronged her for that, but afterwards, he's only ever been faithful to her... Although there was a scene where Pan'er once admitted that her feelings wavered after he's been sexually unfaithful, it was quickly resolved after he expressed his sincerity (by killing his own brother, who used FL to plot against him).

Towards his other children, although he favors FL's children the most, he also isn't completely apathetic. He spends the most time and is most familiar with FL and her children, but he educates all his sons in a similar fashion and provides similar care for his other daughters. It naturally isn't easy to rule a country, so he has very little time to interact with his children, but he really, really tries his best. He isn't at all a bad father for someone who carries the weight of the world on his shoulders.

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On to the FL⁠—Pan'er is someone who, after experiencing a lifetime in the harem and eventually becoming the Empress Dowager, is given a second chance to relive life in the ML's harem after waking up in her 15-year-old body as a "thin horse" who has yet to enter.

I guess you can consider her past life to be a successful one as her son became the Emperor and she became the Empress Dowager, so there's really not much for her to avenge. In her second life, she just tries to live her best and corrects her past mistakes so that her life in the harem will be smooth early on, as opposed to her past life, wherein she had a hard time for the first few decades and only succeeded in winning the Emperor's favor on the later half of her life. She is very calm and steady, and, when experiencing internal and external troubles, she really sits her self down and reflects.

Did she and the ML love each other? Yes.

As for the side characters! They're all fleshed out and very human, especially the women. They make us feel just how hard it was for the women in their era, especially within the harem. Some of them don't bear unreasonable hate towards the FL (jealousy is inevitable, but intense hatred... it's questionable), and some characters who were aggressive at the start eventually mellowed down after experiencing setbacks. The author treats them with kindness and gives them satisfactory endings. <<less
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Wolffenrir
Wolffenrir
Jul 13, 2023
Status: --
I see lots of people surprisingly open minded enough to accept ML sleeping with other women in his harem in the name of realism, but let me offer a different viewpoint. We read novels not necessarily for realism, do we, especially when the genre is romance? It's totally fine and good if you accept polygamy but dont feel pressured to stomach this just because 'this is how it was' or 'he did it for her protection'. There was even a reviewer who scoffed at the usual historical novels that upheld... more>> monogamy because it was too modern, which I felt was unfair. If we're talking about true history, the FL would be a literal child while the emperor ML probably old enough to be her father. ML would be a short, ugly, pot-bellied despotic lord with a short d*ck who thinks of women as his property, and they would all die early at the maximum age of 60. FL would give birth to a child while still being a child herself and probably get poisoned by the harem and the ML would not even notice. But that'll be too realistic for you wouldn't it.

Then why is it suddenly infuriating or undesirable when it's unrealistic for the purpose of making a romance between FL and ML more equal? He is already the ruler above all, his position miles above her while she is an insignificant concubine. Why can't she even get his body for herself if we're still calling this a romance story? Unless you're happy to put a green hat on yourself, who reads romance books to feel bitter about life? The whole point is fantasy. Give me some effort, some ingenious political maneuver by ML to not have a harem to prove his love. F*ck, author even had him calculate the timings of his harem's fertility to make sure they gave birth after s*x. Is that a realistic historical ML to you? No!! But I don't see people pointing it out, only saying his having s*x with other people is realistic and thus it should be accepted!!

If it's true fair polygamy in the name of love, she should have a harem of men by her side too, and she can birth children for each of them, ha. I'd not have complained if that was the case. What was the point of this rant? Read it if you want to, but don't act like you're holier than thou or oh so tolerant for accepting something others can't (not saying all the reviews are like that, some). There are lots of other alternatives out there, you can survive with or without this book. It's just a plot. Don't act like it's better because it's realistic or something, because it's not better or even realistic at all!! Ffs, it's a goddamn rebirth story. Hardly scientific. <<less
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Ginonymous
Ginonymous
Apr 12, 2021
Status: Completed
This is one of the few non-comedic stories I go back to.

If you are looking for a strictly monogamous pairing, this isn't the story for you. The ML is, after all, the crown prince and later, emperor. Whether or not he desires monogamy, it is expected for him to have a harem to "spread the dew and rain" so to speak (have lots of babies, namely, sons). He's obviously not a virg*n pre-MC's entrance into his harem (he's already got an official wife plus kids with various women in the... more>> harem, after all) and he isn't solely faithful to the MC afterwards as there is a span of several years where he gets other members of his harem pregnant. While this might disgust some readers who aren't willing to stomach anything other than strict monogamy even in this ancient era or who conflate love with s*x, the ML has his reasons (and it relates to the MC) for doing so.

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He heavily favors and is almost completely monogamous to our FL. Later, our FL discovers the extent of his protection of her, which allowed her to live in the harem in a sort of blissful ignorance for a number of years. Part of his protection? Visiting and imp**gnating (carefully chosen) women in his harem who have the family background to withstand (survive and raise) having an imperial prince for a son and needs/could use the protection afforded harem women with a son. By doing this, he draws attention of outsiders (including the maiden families of his harem members) /his political rivals/the other princes away from the FL whose sole source of protection is him (her given family background at this time being... pretty much nothing. Remember, she was sold and then brought into the harem as a "thin horse" with no familial backing). Not only does visiting the other harem members help protect his role as crown prince (remember, his father doesn't favor him and wants to give the position to one of his favored concubine-born sons (aka ML's brothers)), but it detracts attention away from the MC as being the one he solely favors/loves (making her less of a target) while also changing the focus of the harem (and through them, their maiden families) into carefully raising their children.

Once he gets those women pregnant (I want to say there was 3-5 of them), he stops and becomes completely faithful to the FL. I believe (but its been a while so am not completely certain) he even carefully chose the dates he visited the other harem members he imp**gnated in order to maximize their chances of pregnancy.

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Though the FL admits her feelings wavered during this particular period of time, she also realizes later that the fact that she was able to live so well in the harem (including being able have the expectation of fidelity) is because of the many protections the ML had set up for her. His doting and sole favoring of her had been such that she actually 'forgot', in a sense, what it was like in her previous life where she wasn't nearly as favored until the last decade or so of ML's life (she only outlives him by a year or two I believe).

Though FL isn't the most clever person out there, she isn't dumb. She might not seem like empress material but that's because even in her previous life, it was not a role she sought/prepared for/had. In her previous life, it was less her being the empress dowager and more, her being the emperor's mother. Though she may have had control of the harem in her later years, by then, the emperor (ML) was older, his children grown, and the battle for the throne pretty much over (her son becoming the heir presumptive). In both lifetimes, she didn't look for, nor want, to be an empress. She only wanted for herself and her children to be able to live well and safely.

If one of the most important things in a story for you is that the ML is basically solely FL-s*xual (that is, once he meets her, even if he's not a virg*n, he will never ever touch another woman but her), however improbable it may be given the setting, this is definitely not the story for you.

If you don't mind a bit more realism or don't equate s*x with love, I would recommend giving this story a chance. It is much more romance-driven than it's counterpart (Feng Xing, which is more politically-focused and takes place during the FL's first lifetime) and the author fleshes out the characters well, including villain characters. Even the characters that aren't too fleshed out can be considered well-thought out--for example,
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A low-key concubine may suddenly seem like she came out swinging in the harem battle/battle for the throne out of nowhere but upon reflection, there were keys strewn about that she was more than she displayed... heck, the lack of too much fleshing out of her character, in comparison to another 'villain, ' may be purposeful as it goes with her theme of being a silent actor whose long-term strategy was to lay low and work from the background.

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One of the things I like about this story is that there isn't an instant connection/love between the ML and FL. Though both FL and ML initially have their own reasons for seeking the other out (she, bc she was brought in to serve as a helping concubine for the crown princess and for her own protection (not to mention, her not yet born son (/children) and he because of lust, it's a nice progression to their actually falling for one another in a way that makes sense given their setting/environment. She is able to win his near-exclusive (he actively does not want to favor the concubine over the main wife, given his own experience with it through his mother growing up) favor both by using her knowledge of him from her previous life and by making great use of an opportunity where she is the one harem member brought with him for a long trip. She shows herself to be intelligent/clever, but not too intelligent/clever, which he won't like (bc it could lead to her having ideas she shouldn't have) and she shows she has no desire for control over the harem. I think, oddly enough, her poor background is one of the things that draw the two together--her lack of backing makes her seek refuge in him for security while conversely, he seeks her for the sense of security that comes from being with someone who doesn't have a powerful family he has to keep in mind and whose actions he knows isn't dictated/influenced by the interests of the maiden family. As mentioned in the story, one of the reasons the ML favors the FL as he does is because he was able to interact with her with a peace of mind that he simply wasn't able to with other harem members who all had their own family backings and thus, familial pressures/"outside" interests that didn't necessarily coincide with what he wanted. <<less
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Sista777
Sista777
Jun 30, 2020
Status: c203
3.5 stars

Ugh

My curiosity killing me and my time

... more>> The prince (ML) is not sexually faithful (having another 3 children from other concubines eventho he doesn't love them). I don't get him LMFAO

One thing I love the most is in the ch 76/96 (I forget), but the FMC actually revealed that she doesn't love the ML, that's why she can please him eventho she is extremely jealous of him make pregnant other concubines

Overall, this novel is not my cup of tea, I love one-one-one love story, but my curiosity of the plot is killing me till ch 203 : (

P.s. I love the author of this Jinwang Dotes on His Concubine <<less
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silent hobby
silent hobby
May 30, 2020
Status: Completed
I think this was a leisure reading journey.

In this story, I couldn't bring myself to hate the side characters especially the crown princess from Chen family. She has her own desperation because her husband didn't like her and then her big family's pressure. She just want to have a secure seat as crown princess, but her methods were wrong. One thing wrong and the next thing also wrong. I feel sympathy for her.

For MC, I don't have any comments, because it was obvious that they were the beloved children of... more>> the author.

For me, this story enjoyable without exaggerated schemes. <<less
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lightmoon22
lightmoon22
Oct 29, 2020
Status: --
In this novel I like the ML character a lot and also the way the story follow historical sitting without the interfering of modern thinking in some way ( (I hate when the story talk about history but the action they do is modernize)) the ML before the MC rebirth was very respectful and fair to all the women in his harem, he didn't love anyone but he tried his best as their husband. After rebirth both of them love each other then unfortunately follow in some part the... more>> same path like all modernize history story. In the beginning I thought the MC will have a lot of potential after all she was Empress Dowager but I was surprise with way she think I don't understand how she become Empress Dowager in the past life even she didn't know how she manage to do this 😅which I like since it's very realistic but my problem and the reason I drop this novel is the MC later on become very childishly possessive the way she think is very childish like she is the Empress Dowager inside who gone through a lot but the way she think and behave is very naive which shouldn't be the case after all the experience she go through

the translation is very good the translator did good job with it <<less
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kyrez
kyrez
Oct 21, 2020
Status: Completed
Truly an ironic kind of HE--for me 😉🌈

How to say this? When reading rebirth and historical palace setting, I like the usual 'loyal inside-out to each other' kind of plot. But here, I still feel satisfied with a hint of bittersweet taste 🍭☕️

FL was clever in her planning, and she does have affection for the ML. But by guarding her heart, she survives~ 🍎🍋

ML adores FL, and just like any other crown prince, he feels entitled to her affection. But he's a good man-- though he's definitely not nice, nor... more>> is he a 'perfect husband'. He protects her in every way (and I do mean every way... he uses everyone and everything around him to keep her physically safe) . 🌶🥥

So I find it surprising that when I reached the end of the story, I fell in love with both of them... and I do feel that they both deserved a HE after the very long journey^^ ♥️🏆🍰 <<less
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Shinygold13
Shinygold13
May 17, 2020
Status: Completed
Fairly good second chance rebirth story but be warned, this is eight parts realistic and two parts fictional so since it’s a harem the prince wasn’t the ideal male lead ... more>>
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as he wasn’t sexually faithful because even after being with Pan-er he was able to imp**gnate two of his concubines

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However, there was no repeat after this and quite frankly, I did not see the significance of this aside from showing us Pan-er’s emotional conflict so in my opinion the author should’ve just remove that bit or timed it earlier.

Overall, the questions and hints the author dropped throughout the story are answered gradually, each chapter revealing the image of the puzzle with a dash of pampering on the side.

This is definitely worth a read. <<less
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DarkChocolate09
DarkChocolat
Aug 29, 2020
Status: c8
Not my cup of tea.

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The ML is an unfaithful person who claims to love the FL but managed to get his concubines pregnant. ?? Granted it was normal in that era but how can you stomach to have s*x with someone you dont love? And if he claims to love the FL how can he bear to hurt her?knowing doing that will hurt the FL. Yes he didnt have any s*xual contact with others after that but the damage has been done. Its a moot point when you think that he has already hurt her. Why not just not do it in the first place? It was satisfying when the FL admitted she wavered and almost lost her feelings for him for his betrayal.

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nnshii
nnshii
Jun 04, 2020
Status: Completed
honestly what user marchmallow and silent hobby said is in line with what I thought. Go read their review.

I would say it's a light hearted novel cause FL have a smooth life. Not entirely just focused on the FL, this novel also show typical throne fighting but in case of the ML who is the crown prince, his father the emperor actually disliked him.

FL and ML are really cute like how they call each other pet names. ML got jealous and ask FL to call him Cong gege (or Brother... more>> Cong) which is so cuteeee ~

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and ML call FL by her pet name, YuanYuan. I really love this pet names just because of this one lines which ML spoke to FL when they came back from Yangzhou :

" Yuanyuan trust brother Cong, okay ? ". I mean come on, I think it's so cute.

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It's a good story and I always love Mask Feast's historical novels. I personally think Mask Feast is one of the authors who knew how to write a character in historical setting. <<less
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Hanmy
Hanmy
Jul 13, 2020
Status: Completed
I enjoyed reading this story.

For story about second chance: rebirth, it's a very leisurely. No revenge or overpowered female protagonist.

And for imperial harem story, it's very realistic. FL is not the only women of ML.
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s1003
s1003
Jun 23, 2020
Status: c179
Like many other reviewers said, it's a very leisurely, slice-of-life story about the imperial harem - specifically the back yard of the crown prince. There's no major conflict, instead the novel focuses on relationships and character development.

The relationships are very realistic given the historic setting - Pan'er might be the crown prince's favorite, but by no means is she his only women. Whilst I don't usually enjoy stories where the ML has women on the side, this novel is able to incorporate polygamy in such a casual manner, you feel... more>> it's natural and to be accepted. I enjoyed seeing how Pan-er's life changed and how (because of her past life), her relationship with the crown prince naturally changed as well.

However, I lost interest as the story is now focused on their children and choosing the next heir to the throne. Might pick this back up again when there's more translated chapters. <<less
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Aisiteru
Aisiteru
Dec 07, 2023
Status: Completed
I don't know how to rate this novel. Honestly, not my cup of tea as one of the reviewer wrote.

ML has 3 more children even after falling in love with MC, in order to made MC be able to live peacefully in the harem. Is he a scum? No BUT I still not be able to take it in well. I know every characters had their own problems and difficulties in this novel which is realism but I just feel frustrated and sad, mostly frustrated. I don't hate harem but... more>> I mind that ML already had true love and currently being together and he went to impr*gnated other woman, this is not po*n!!

One of the main reasons is why de fck you give birth to other children when you don't plan to give them the warm and make them like a fatherless children. F*ck u!!! (I'm sorry, I really can't control my frustration). I know it's ancient China's people life but still -_-

Secondly, it's like drinking poison to quench the thirst. Eliminate one problem now but the more problems will pop up in the future, like jealousy and more battle in the harem and you as the father of everyone, which child you want to eliminate/press down?? Wasn't this making your children having the same pathetic live as you back then???

As I mentioned, no one was right or wrong in this novel, everything caused by situations and surrounding environment, and everyone choose safety. However I truly hate ML for creating problems for himself and 3 more pathetic lives. Don't like MC for always trying to be a virtuous and understanding wife.

I'm a fan of this author and that's why I'm stuck with this pathetic feeling when writing this review -___- <<less
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Bro.ccoli
Bro.ccoli
May 17, 2020
Status: c15 part2
The story gives great detail on how a courtyard is handled not like most historical CN novels that simply gloss over those parts. The translator also provides illustrations (+1) to improve reading creativity which is very helpful.

There's not much that can be said about since there are only few chapters released but so far, this seems promising and recommended specially if you're into harem infighting.
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Sherlocked
Sherlocked
Apr 07, 2025
Status: Completed
Ying Chong is a quiet, hauntingly beautiful novel that stands apart for its emotional subtlety and grounded historical realism. It forgoes grand drama for something slower and more intimate—a story about second chances, quiet devotion, and the quiet ache of lives constrained by duty.

At its heart is Pan’er, once a thin horse—a girl sold and trained to become a concubine. Her past shapes everything: the way she loves, the way she survives, and the way she never dares ask for too much. The novel doesn’t gloss over the cruelty of... more>> that world—it lets it linger in the small choices she makes and the silences she carries.

She’s not a heroine in the usual sense, not especially clever or bold. Just human. Her strength is quiet. And that’s what makes her unforgettable.

The Crown Prince, too, defies romantic fantasy. There is no promise of monogamy—how could there be, given his position? But love takes different forms here. His is a love shown through years of protection, through actions that speak when words fail. He is never quite enough for her, and he knows it. She never fully lets him in, and she knows that too. Yet they still choose each other, again and again. That’s what makes it feel real.

Even the extras linger. They don’t just pad the story—they deepen it, showing how time changes people, how affection survives in quiet questions and half-answers.

This isn’t a love story that burns. It endures. And that’s what makes it unforgettable. <<less
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Eeria
Eeria
Feb 11, 2023
Status: Completed
It’s a great novel and you have to read it with an open mind. It somewhat takes more a realistic approach than an idealistic one when it’s about romance. But both leads love each other, it transpires in what they do for each other. Especially the male lead, the great lengths he goes to protect the female lead is admirable. Yes it is not a monogamous relationship but it can’t be expected from a crown Prince who is not favoured by the emperor.

As for the female lead, she is not... more>> very smart, just a little bit smart and her survival completely relies on her husband. She muddled along in her first life without knowing what her husband did for her. In this life, they are more like husband and wife.

i think the main reason why I like this novel is that all characters are relatable, and the main ones have so many layers and a depth it was interesting to read.

Like another reviewer said love does not equal to s*x, so the male lead will love only one but will have s*x with other due to his position and in order to protect the female lead. And in our modern world it’s not acceptable but that’s how it is in the novel world. <<less
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ReadBhell
ReadBhell
Sep 10, 2024
Status: Completed
What a beautiful ending, this author has a way of making you fall in love with characters through their development and their feelings, the love story itself is a little sad, why does the FL always wonder if she did right by choosing him again in that life, at first she says that she wants to repair the mistakes of the past but in the course she realizes that her feelings remain stagnant, the FL loves ML but at the same time she forces herself not to take too much... more>> from him, sad because the FL deserved a man who would give everything for her, and the ml, I feel that deep down he always knew that he was not enough for her and that he never would be, but that he does not care as long as he has her by his side, maybe it was destiny or not, but they are together now, maybe not as they want, but at least they will accompany each other until the end, although they cannot be sincere at the end of the day the FL will always accompany the ml, and he will see how beautiful they created (their family). And speaking of the ending, I liked how he, now older, asks her how she felt the first time they got married, and she answers: guess.

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And speaking of the ending, I liked how he, now older, asks her how she felt the first time they got married, and she answers: guess. Making it clear to the readers that we are the only ones who know about her feelings by reading the novel that the flame loves the ml, wants to accompany him, and be with him in good times and bad but at the same time she must also protect herself, never giving too much, always what is necessary to live well, she and her children. As for the ml, because of the way he was raised he does not understand things like monogamy but I suppose that after his son marries the other FL I suppose he will realize what he should have done for the fl

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theprincesswildflower
theprincessw
Sep 01, 2021
Status: c25 part2
I really love this novel! I really hope the translators continue translating it, I want to see the FL rise to the top again! All I can do is continue to come back and check🙃🙃
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