I dislike horrible men, clearly psychotic men who have done horrific things getting excused of well they were under some magic, something was controlling him and they weren't actually themselves but something else made them bad or they had to be cold in order to protect the FL/MC. If i get a terrible ML then i would rather keep him that way instead of giving him a poor of excuse to redeem him and say love fixed it all. Give me the toixc sh*t please, yes they are all insane and abusive and there's no excuses but at least they are aware of how shitty they are and high key don't mind it being a terrible person.