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these stories weren’t just words on a page—they were worlds i stepped into. some spoke to me gently, others ripped through me without warning. they held mirrors, and reminded me how deeply humans can feel. these are stories that left a kind of quiet chaos in their wake. the kind that don’t scream for attention but hold you captive in the quietest ways. stories like these aren’t just read—they’re seen. and remembered.

in short, these are novels that feel complete and kept me awake.

“but you are the life i needed all along, and i think of you as a brother, although that sounds dumb. and words are futile devices.” — Futile Devices, Sufjan Stevens

as a self-proclaimed seasoned reader, i am hoping and highly recommend giving these captivating stories a try. :))

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Created: Apr 11th, 2025, Updated: May 5th, 2025

Created Apr 11th, 2025

Updated May 5th, 2025

CN (4.5)

#1Joyful Reunion

240 Chapters Every 65.1 Day(s) 4945 Readers 49 Reviews 01-06-2023

Completed Action Adventure Drama Martial Arts Mature Mystery Tragedy Yaoi

His name was Duan Ling. He used to be nothing more than an illegitimate child with humble beginnings. As a child he had his fill of neglect and torment until a mysterious man named Lang Junxia took him away from the Duans. Lang Junxia fed him, put him in school, and made him a new home. Lang Junxia told him that when the peach trees blossom his dad would come get him.... more>>

CN (4.7)

#2Four O’Clock Flower

51 Chapters Every 74.3 Day(s) 3109 Readers 67 Reviews 06-18-2022

Completed Adult Drama Romance Slice of Life Yaoi

All-Time Favorite <33... more>>

CN (4.6)

#3Cerulean Planet

21 Chapters Every 61.9 Day(s) 1486 Readers 18 Reviews 01-27-2023

Completed Adult Sci-fi Slice of Life Smut Tragedy Yaoi

Unforgettable. I love the Blue-Dust Trilogy so much... more>>

CN (4.7)

#4To Rule in a Turbulent World

1 Chapters Every 1432 Day(s) 6077 Readers 37 Reviews 07-24-2021

Action Adult Adventure Drama Historical Mature Romance Slice of Life Yaoi

All-Time Favorite in the Historical genre!!... more>>

CN (4.6)

#5Gold Class Fighter

134 Chapters Every 60.5 Day(s) 4023 Readers 52 Reviews 04-08-2023

Completed Action Drama Mature Psychological Romance Smut Yaoi

A gem... more>>

CN (4.5)

#6Falling into the Abyss

0 Chapters Every 1773 Day(s) 3773 Readers 42 Reviews N/A

Completed Action Adventure Fantasy Horror Sci-fi Shounen Ai Supernatural Tragedy Yaoi

Ethan, the former secretary working for the Energy Bureau of Earth Union, was detained in a place called ‘Forbidden City’ after being deprived of his moral value points for committing treason. Everyone in the city is tr*sh among humans. They have to continually go on specified hazardous and terrifying missions for the sake of atonement and to exchange moral values points. If their moral value points reach 100 one day, they would obtain a chance to be released from the Forbidden City and return to the world of the humans to restart their lives as a human. ... more>>

CN (4.6)

#7The Mechanic

13 Chapters Every 86 Day(s) 1660 Readers 21 Reviews 07-30-2022

Completed Action Romance Sci-fi Shounen Ai

In a world controlled by a super artificial intelligence computer, persecuted male humans gather in Lost Paradise and execute their last stand. They have spent decades developing their “God Descent Plan” – to steal the North American server of the super artificial intelligence “Eden”, download it into the body of a male human “Adam”, tame and control him, and use him against the omniscient “God”.... more>>

CN (3.9)

#8Winter Begonia

96 Chapters Every 110.5 Day(s) 2151 Readers 5 Reviews 02-26-2021

Historical Mature Slice of Life Tragedy Yaoi

In 1933, the city of Beiping was China’s busiest city, bustling with noise and excitement. However, its liveliness was unlike that of any other place: it came not from the wine-drinking and pleasure-seeking masses in brothels, nor from the ten-miles long markets filled to the brim with foreigners. Rather, it was a one of a kind type of noisiness, beautiful and elegant. The high-pitched singing of kunqu, jingju and qinqiang; the beating of the dagu and the clacking of the bangzi; the clear, loud voices of storytellers narrating the rise and fall of dynasties – each and every traditional art one can think of could be found here, mixed together to create the theatrical world’s... more>>

CN (4.6)

#9Wait For Me After School

177 Chapters Every 40.4 Day(s) 4841 Readers 70 Reviews 05-26-2025

Romance School Life Shounen Ai Slice of Life

Yu Fan didn’t like the sight of the new transfer student in his class.... more>>

CN (4.7)

#10The Founder of Diabolism

28 Chapters Every 81.3 Day(s) 27821 Readers 562 Reviews 06-23-2025

Completed Adventure Drama Mystery Romance Supernatural Xianxia Yaoi

As the grandmaster of demonic cultivation, Wei Wuxian roamed the world, hated by millions for committing acts of necromancy. Overthrown by the powerful clans he had attempted to subjugate, Wei Wuxian is supposedly killed by his shidi in order to save the cultivation world.Restored to life in the body of Mo Xuanyu, the local cut-sleeve lunatic, in order to exact revenge on his abusive relatives, Wei Wuxian quickly finds himself spiralling back into his old life when he’s taken away by the cold-hearted, stern, and ultimately quite boring Lan Wangji – who might be harbouring warmer feelings than contempt. Perhaps of the…romantic kind?... more>>

CN (4.4)

#11Light In The Deep Alley

124 Chapters Every 25 Day(s) 996 Readers 10 Reviews 07-20-2024

Completed Drama Mature Romance Yaoi

“A reckless and prepared to sting instrumental performer (gong) x a gentle and mature mentor (shou).”... more>>

CN (4.5)

#12Seize the Throne

50 Chapters Every 54 Day(s) 4328 Readers 53 Reviews 05-01-2023

Completed Drama Psychological Romance Sci-fi Yaoi

Such a unique take on transmigration, love this story a lot. Wish it was longer though but still author and translator did an amazing job!... more>>

Bian Yi was the antagonist of a BL Novel who got his body stolen by a transmigrator.

Bian Yi became aware of that fact only after being imprisoned for more than a decade.

In this book, Bian Yi and his childhood friend Kou Li, who also happened to be the Gong Protagonist, fell in love with each other and got married. However, when Kou Li suffered a decline in his business, Bian Yi left his son and ran away. The antagonist canon fodder who ran away didn’t expect that Kou Li would be able to rise again in a few days, nor did he expect that the son he abandoned would become an absolute genius in the future.

The transmigrator was sent to the moment Bian Yi left home. He, who was well aware of the plot, and had the same face as Bian Yi, brought big bags of gifts to Bian Yi and Kou Li’s home.

The door was opened and a storm brewed into the eyes of the man at the other side of the door.

The transmigrator tilted his head, smiled at Kou Li, and said to him: “What is it? You know how hard it is to raise a kid, right? Don’t be angry with me, I brought you a present.”

Since then, both his husband and son no longer belonged to Bian Yi.

Ever since that moment, the trapped Bian Yi tried everything to escape. However, he failed to free himself every single time. In the end, he died with great resentment.

Bian Yi thought that this would be the end of his miserable life, but he never expected that a voice, who claimed to be a ‘Revenge System’, would find him.

Bian Yi then returned to the first year after being replaced.

The first thing Bian Yi did, once he came back, was to buy a knife at a supermarket and rush towards Kou Li’s house. As he held the knife against his former husband’s neck, he shouted crazily: “Are you f*cking blind?!”

There was blood dripping on the floor.

Bian Yi was pinned against the wall, and his neck was bitten roughly by that man.

Kou Li, whose lips were still stained with Bian Yi’s blood, was acting even madder than Bian Yi. When suddenly, Bian Yi heard that man’s hoarse voice ringing in his ears: “After seventeen years, you’re finally back.” <<less

CN (4.5)

#13Cold Sands

46 Chapters Every 247.3 Day(s) 4963 Readers 82 Reviews 08-08-2015

Completed Drama Mature Romance Tragedy Yaoi

He’s just a low-ranking deputy general and he’s a prince. They meet on the battlefield but it turns out to be the beginning of a complicated and beautiful story.... more>>

CN (4.5)

#14Nan Chan

0 Chapters Every 116.9 Day(s) 9322 Readers 103 Reviews 11-01-2020

Adventure Mature Psychological Romance Supernatural Tragedy Xianxia Yaoi

I have experienced all the eight sufferings of this world.... more>>

CN (4.2)

#15Encountering a Snake

120 Chapters Every 8.5 Day(s) 3773 Readers 10 Reviews 03-06-2025

Completed Mature Romance Slice of Life Smut Supernatural Tragedy Yaoi

Getting drenched by a hot cup of tea is like emptying a basin of dog’s blood over your head.... more>>

CN (4)

#16The Right Wing of God

56 Chapters Every 1.1 Day(s) 196 Readers 0 Reviews 06-25-2025

Adult Drama Fantasy Historical Mature Psychological Romance Tragedy Yaoi

The classic!... more>>

CN (4.5)

#17Imprisoned in Eternal Night

85 Chapters Every 10.3 Day(s) 3358 Readers 39 Reviews 02-15-2025

Completed Adult Drama Fantasy Mature Romance School Life Smut Yaoi

Wen Ran is a beta.... more>>

CN (4.5)

#18Dear Mr. Lu

78 Chapters Every 58.5 Day(s) 3581 Readers 89 Reviews 02-07-2023

Completed Action Drama Fantasy Psychological Romance Shounen Ai Supernatural

Luo Wencheng made a deal with a certain existence and went back in time to ten years ago, when he had just been released from prison, still young and healthy, not yet pushed to the breaking point by Luo Wenjun and not yet used by him as a prop to test drugs for profit until his tragic death.... more>>

CN (4)

#19Before My Withering

47 Chapters Every 86.3 Day(s) 2968 Readers 43 Reviews 01-03-2022

Completed Drama Psychological Romance Slice of Life Yaoi

“Nobody likes an old plaything.”... more>>

CN (4.8)

#20Little Mushroom

90 Chapters Every 2.4 Day(s) 16151 Readers 340 Reviews 05-23-2025

Completed Drama Psychological Romance Sci-fi Supernatural Yaoi

“Until the day humanity falls.”... more>>

CN (4.6)

#21Nights

97 Chapters Every 23.8 Day(s) 5563 Readers 23 Reviews 08-30-2024

Completed Action Adventure Fantasy Mature Mystery Romance Sci-fi Yaoi

In the year 5711 of the New Gregorian calendar, Office 5 of the Security Building received three unsolicited messages from the Space Prison:... more>>

CN (4)

#22Blossom by River Country

47 Chapters Every 26 Day(s) 699 Readers 3 Reviews 05-30-2025

Action Adult Adventure Drama Martial Arts Mature Romance Smut Tragedy Yaoi

Looking back, it still feels nostalgic *sighs... more>>

CN (4.5)

#23The Kingdom That Never Sleeps

186 Chapters Every 6.5 Day(s) 1294 Readers 11 Reviews 04-03-2025

Completed Fantasy Historical Romance Shounen Ai

After transmigrating to the ancient times, Tang Shen originally wanted to start a small business, support his family, and live the rest of his life happily.... more>>

CN (3.9)

#24Dawn Sleep

283 Chapters Every 12.5 Day(s) 1912 Readers 20 Reviews 04-18-2025

Action Adventure Mecha Sci-fi Shounen Ai Yaoi

Three years ago, a grievous news came from the distant stars, Crown Prince Ryann died so heroically on the frontier that even his remains couldn’t be found and returned home.... more>>

The Empire has lost its handsome and dazzling prince, as well as one of the strongest new crystal human beings in this century.

It was said that the prince left a poor widow behind.　　

… At the funeral, the young widow had black hair and white skin. He lowered his head in silence as he held the coffin.

The royal family and high-level officials of the empire couldn’t help frowning greatly: The person who made His Highness fall in love during his lifetime was actually such a vulgar creature.

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Jiang Jianming worked like a salted fish in the imperial military academy for three years, and he was unremarkable to the extreme.

In the graduation season, he calmly rolled up his baggage and stepped into the cruel distant star battlefield to collect the body of His Highness.

Everyone knows that disabled humans are weak, and they have no fighting ability at all. How many people either sneered or regretted, just waiting to wrap the corpse of this young man who had exceeded himself?

Until later, the pale young man scoured the scorched earth covered in blood, and when he raised his hand, the sound of gunfire broke through the long night. The Milky Way was reflected in the bottom of Jianming’s eyes, and the blade of the mecha was bathed in crystal and starlight.

Behind him, countless new human beings were convinced by this ‘proud son of heaven’, and they all called him “commander” in unison.

The alien creatures were frightened and trembling;

The rich and glorious dominion star-lord treat him as a guest;

The mu*derous space pirate love and hate him…

Jiang Jianming smiled slightly: “Don’t be so exaggerated, I’m just a weak and sickly disabled human being.”

Imperial people: “?”

So when the monarch came back from hell to the world, facing the legendary story that his lover had turned the distant star upside down for him, the monarch raised his eyebrows coldly: “Nonsense. The commander is just a weak and sickly disabled human being… Tell me, who encouraged him into a mecha today?”

Imperial people: “???”

　—Please light the withered years, go through the remnants of the old civilization and the cold stars, and wake up in my arms before the dawn of mankind. <<less