Its not BL but its still in this list and on top…why? Because believe me or not,its been years since i read it but i... more>> still can’t get over it.I still get overwhelmed and cry while recalling it…its such a beautifully written novel! And well about it not being BL…I personally think that the main leads couldn’t be more gayer  <<less

Its an HE but the tragedies cannot be denied or erased.The synopsis/setting itself is so heavy and dark but the interactions between the leads are the only sunshine,yet it all still makes you cry as you witness the misery and doom of the humans in the story and the heart wrenching circumstances of our leads and what they go through.... more>>

I’m still so in love with this novel that only the line “He id the only who judges me” is enough to send me rolling crying. <<less

So why did i place MDZS here….well for me MDZS really gave me anxiety even tho it charmed me….it was charming and i love it... more>> to death but the tragedies written in this beautiful story literally scratch your heart as you read on and discover that there was no helping their happening.Each of them are interlaced with each other and they gave me an indescribable feeling and yet enchanted me.But what gave me the most anxiety was Wei Wuxian’s life story.I just adore him so much! Never have I actually read about a character going through what he did slowly and excruciating but still remaining smiling and caring no matter how much it hurt.He always smiled and stuck to his own principles and helped people and never showed his pain.So i placed it on top because you definitely need a lot of mental preparation to read this! But you’ll love it!!! <<less

If I actually read the other angst stories for good beautiful plot,then this i read this novel only for depression and anxiety.I don’t even know... more>> why the heck did i love reading this so much when it was just suffering!! Help me!!! And for people who love to suffer,you’ve come to the right place! This novel contains different arc with different worlds and the story is told from the character’s perspective which the MC is play so yessss sufferrr ;-; But i gotta admit that i really liked some of the arcs were much in terms of plot too like the Empire arc and the last underworld boss revenge arc.I’d advise you all to read this on your own discretion because its really a heavy read! <<less

Well i added it because yeah some moments and arcs are sad and people might have cried for them and i felt sad at times... more>> too but tbh…i was actually laughing so much reading this novel.I’d call it angsty comedy/dark humor lol.The MC and his system are both treasures! I want what they have! And i love them both! I pity the poor ML to encounter the MC lol <<less