the MC. I don't mind that the beginning he was homophobic yeah and later on he will eat his own word. It was short process how he could accept his s*xual preference so quickly, despite he was so against it in the beginning. What I don't like is how he disrespect and mock the pass-away body that MC pssed and called him sissy and gay and what worse is that he changed and throw all of his original body's things (like makeup or clothes) just because the original body like to dressed up as a woman. He looked down on gays, but he himself became gay. Funny. What's that supposed to mean? Now being gay is okay, but dressed up as lady wasn't okay? I just dislike his disrespectful attitude to the original body. Second, ML and kids kind of disregard the original body as if he just exist to bear those kids and a commodity for this MC to possessed later on. I felt sorry for him, the original body Rong yi. If you think about it. His whole life was over because he was dismissed and bullied by his sects and relatives because he didn't have any spiritual roots, he got pregnant without his consent and his mother never really explained to him what happened, his unrequited love was his only hope because Bai was the only people who is nice to him. Of course, his obssesion kind of explanatory. But he was hurt and dissapointed when he married someone else. If you think about it, this boy has no guidance to be better person. And seeing he dressed up as a woman, was probably because of Bai married a woman or his friends those Qi four gangs who influence him. Because they're the only friends he had. Of course he's going to dress up like them sooner or later. And oh, what upset me how the ML attitude yeah as if the original body never exist in the first place and regard to the MC only. I was quite furious and disgusted. Because honestly the origi al body never did anything wrong and he was pretty boy.

he actually let his children die in front of his eye what a sissy. Really useless. Even MC who's not the birth father of the children love them so much he thought of them first. This guy is a waste of feelings

though, the death of their children really hit me hard. I kept crying every time they were mentioned before MC got pregnant again.

where his soul was divided and it came back to his original body. So basically there is two of them but in different person.I think this part was poorly done as this two body has different personality, the problem came to me when the ML has to also flirt more with the MC original body. I mean it still him but technically I was not convinced as they have different personality. You can never stop your self from dissociating this two. So I was uncomfortable reading it. I have to constantly has to remind myself that they are just the same person but this was not very effective. You know that betrayed feeling when the ML you loved cheats with the MC, that's the feeling I felt everytime the ML showed affection like kissing and more than that to the original's body.

This could have been properly done but the author fails to do that.