; apparently, the God of Creation of the world found out he was a character in a book and tried to prevent his own canonical ending by destroying Xiu who, upon achieving his canonical ending of becoming the Supreme God, triggered DZ's disappearance from the world and subsequently also spent thousands/millions of years to find out the same truth of the book so that he could track DZ down in the modern world

now in the modern era

I personally liked how Xiu came to understand that he was in love with Du Ze, because he always had his back and supported him and that he doesn't think of restrictions of love because of gender.

But, Du Ze on the other hand is whole another story. He was a straight man who admired Xiu as a person. Honestly, his love felt forced, I kinda wish their relationship wasn't romantic and was only a brotherly companionship, or at least he wasn't straight and his affection was developed better. Don't get me wrong, I love their cute moments, but it still doesn't sit right with me.

Also, some of the smut scenes felt really dubious. I remember One of them being blatant, barbaric r*pe, that scene was so unnecessary and uncomfortable to read: ( ( (Xiu, too, was too possessive and I really hate possessive characters. He acts as if he owns him

They are identical twins! I don't care if it's fantasy and they're not humans, that's the ultimate level of grossness.

not the ~reader transmigrates into a book~, but the ~saga of becoming a god through a series of challenges by a person who was a loner, but suddenly made some friends on his way~

No, it's not because of the doujinshi at all. It was just a coincidence that Du Ze got transmigrated while reading the dj book. This is all I'll say 🤐

The ML got his favorite person hurt and even traumatized him cause of that certain painful-to-read smut scene that I was talking about. Drugged or not, driven like crazy or not, conscious or not, it was still wrong. However, Xiu repented a lot and even went as far as telling Du Ze that he'll make all the people who hurt him disappear even if it's Xiu. After that, Xiu was always careful not to hurt Du Ze again. He always makes sure to properly prepare him and all. I also like how our silly little cute Du Ze handled it afterward. He said: “You can’t disappear. I will always stay by your side.” AAAAA MY HEART 😭❤️‍🔥

Du Ze (MC) - His poker face game is strong but on the inside, he's literally a cinnamon roll. He's silly and borderline s*upid. But for me, his silliness is not annoying. It's actually pretty cute. His initial desire/goal of wanting to see the ML become a god was the epitome of him being a fan boy of his favorite character.

It's funny how the MC is always being misunderstood as a strong entity hiding his true power and unlocking titles such as High-Level Dragon and High-Level Demon one after another even though it's actually the opposite. It's also hilarious when all the spirit beasts are scared of him. The funniest one was the unicorn. It kept on turning into a nightmare once the MC touches or rides it 😂 Moreover, it's funny how his hearing aid always goes on strike at the most crucial times 😂 I swear there's a system secretly built in there and its main mission is to troll the MC 😂 Same with the doujinshi book (the accursed book)

There's a lot of lines that Du Ze said in the novel that I really love but what stuck to me the most was when he said that the mixed bloods, specifically referring to Xiu, was a miracle. Initially, I thought that he's gonna say something cliché like "you're special" or something but noooo what he said was actually so much better.

Xiu (ML) - Out of all the blackened/yandere MLs I've read so far, Xiu is among my favorites. He's the kind of possessive, yandere that I like—crazy but still thinks about Du Ze's well-being. He's like a milder version of a yandere ML. I've read a couple of novels where a yandere ML literally locks up the MC, completely restricting his freedom and even forces the MC to do the deed even if the MC doesn't want to. Those are just too painful to bear that's why I prefer Xiu cause he still thinks about the MC's well-being and makes sure not to hurt him (well, except that one scene).

Wherever the MC goes, Xiu accompanies him and he trusts Du Ze completely. He's hopelessly crazy in love with Du Ze that I can't help but want to smack the silly MC sometimes for being naive and denying Xiu's feelings in the initial chapters. The scene where Xiu confessed his love for Du Ze and Du Ze finally got to hear the "song" was so heartwarming and full of feels 🤧

Other supporting characters that I like the most are:

1. Violet - because she's a loyal subordinate and understanding towards the relationship between the ML & MC
2. Old John - because he's the most dependable 40 thousand year old grandpa
3. Our cute little Chirp, the Phoenix - sadly, it didn't get a name even till the end
   
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The ending they ended up together in an HE setting after the MC went back to his own world. But I still think that it's not that good because he'll need to use a puppet that'll function in his stead and go to another dimension to meet our ML. I just kind of wish that he'll be with the ML 24/7 without puppet involved and that maybe the memories of him be erased from his family. But then again I guess this is how the author compromises with the ending to make it HE for everyone even minor character's like the MC's family.